Chapter 68

MILA

I'mat the point now where I hate when Jax and I aren't together.

I find myself wondering what would happen if I just jumped on his back when he tried to leave… and what if I was naked? What if I bite at his ear? What if I groaned? What if I begged him to stay and just fuck me one more time?

I'm not sure what this feeling is or why it's happening.

My dorm feels so empty when he's not there.

After he leaves I kind of just float around for a minute.

Lost and dazed, blushing and smiling, my inner thighs still trembling from everything…

Yes, my jaw aches but it's a good ache. It'll be a fun experiment to see how strong I can make my jaw muscles and find out if they will ever get used to Jax's powerful size and shape.

Now I'm blushing even more.

I keep thinking about it…

Waking up before Jax. Seeing him sleeping so peacefully. Getting that… idea…

I mean, why not, right?

Not to mention when I lift up the covers and I see his cock.

I mean, how can someone be flaccid and be… like that…?

I licked my lips a few times.

I gently peel the covers down his body. He doesn't move.

It's perfect.

I inch down the bed and hover over his cock.

My lips are quivering. My body is shaking.

I lower my lips down and kiss him.

I kiss his cock.

So beautifully thick, resting against Jax's right leg.

I kiss him again.

Then I… I lick…

The tip of my tongue against his shaft, inching my way up…

My lips wrapping around the head of his cock.

It's amazing how fast he gets hard.

He's asleep! And it takes him two seconds to stand rigid…

I float into my bedroom and stare at my bed.

The scene of a crime, so to say.

I take a deep breath.

I'm getting myself turned on by thinking about it.

I opt for a shower.

Just a quick one. A good morning kind of shower.

Maybe I just need to wash the intense, sexy smell of Jax off my body.

I quickly realize a shower is a mistake.

I'm naked. Water hitting my body. My hands touching my body.

Of course I can't stop thinking about Jax. His body. His cock. The way he tastes. The noises he makes. Him grabbing my hair. His cock pumping his warmth into my mouth…

My shower is really quick.

I dry off, get dressed, and begin my day right by moving Jax back in my mind and bringing forward all the work I have to do.

Pre-med, Mila. Pre-fucking-med! There is no time to mess around…

I sit down and someone knocks at my door.

I turn and smile.

Back for more, Jax? You better be back for more. I'm beyond ready for more.

I've got so much to read.

I can't be…

The knocking continues.

Almost a frantic knocking. A little bit annoying.

I jump up. "Okay, I hear you! Stop knocking like that!"

I'm smiling as I jog toward the door.

In my mind I'm picturing Jax stepping into the dorm and taking full control.

I'm talking… he picks me up. He kicks the door shut. He turns and pins me against the now shut door. He kisses. He caresses. He grabs. He squeezes…

I open the door.

"Mila…"

I swallow so sudden and hard, I cough.

I shake my head to make sure this is real.

Oh, it's very real.

It's not Jax standing at my door looking for my attention.

It's Ward standing at the door.