Chapter 30

Mateo

When we arrive home, Luna practically runs inside to find Aurora and get started on planning the best funeral possible for Leo. I walk inside after her, heading straight upstairs. My phone buzzes from my pocket, I quickly answer the call and hold the phone to my ear.

"I'm here." Comes through the speaker.

"Guest room. Now." I end the call before she can respond, knowing she'll have something snarky to say about being bossed around. A few seconds later, I hear someone stomping up the stairs.

A smile spreads across my face as the door flies open. Whatever smartass remark she was going to make, dies on her tongue. I pull my shirt over my head as I stalk toward her. "I need you." I whisper against her lips.

"So use me." She smirks, pulling her tight black dress over her head, leaving her naked before me. I fuse my lips to hers, loving the way she responds to me. She opens her mouth, allowing my tongue to tangle with hers. I suck her bottom lip into my mouth, gently biting down.

Running my hands up her sides, I cup her tits in both hands, flicking her nipples with my thumbs.

"Get on your knees." I demand. My dick twitches at the sight of her gorgeous tits bouncing as her knees hit the floor. "Pull my cock out and get it nice and wet, baby." She arches a brow at me, but does as she's told.

She pulls my pants and boxers off before running her tongue along the underside of my cock and pulling it into her mouth. She hums around me, cupping my balls with her left hand. She takes me in as far as she can, but I wrap my hand through her red and black hair, pushing her head further down my cock. When she starts gagging, I pull out of her mouth, and a look of disappointment crosses her face.

"Did you want to throw up, baby?" I chuckle, and she slaps her hands to the backs of my thighs, pulling me closer. I'll take that as a yes.

Her eyes begin to water and her make-up starts running down her cheeks, spurring me on to fuck her mouth harder. I pull out to the tip and slam back down her throat a few times before she gags again.

This time, I push a little harder, getting lost in her beautiful green eyes. I pull my cock from her mouth and watch as she vomits on the floor, then winks at me while wiping her mouth with the back of her hands.

"Good fucking girl!" I growl, grabbing her hair and pulling until she stands. "Bend over the side of the bed and spread your ass apart."

She doesn't waste any time, doing exactly as she's told. She circles her asshole with one of her fingers before slamming it inside. I stroke my cock, watching her finger her own ass. "Please, Mateo." She begs. "Please fuck me."

When my cock is lined up with her ass, she tries to pull her finger out, but I slap her hand, shoving it back in. "Leave it there." I spit on my hand, rubbing it on the tip of my dick and slam into her tight ass.

"Oh fuck." She screams. "That fucking hurts."

"You can take me." Leaning down so I can whisper in her ear, I slow my thrusts, giving her some time to adjust. "If you need me to stop, just say red."

"Green, bitch." She smirks at me over her shoulder. "Bright fucking green."

I smirk back at her, squeezing the globes of her ass so hard that I know she'll be bruised tomorrow. "You love taunting me, don't you?" I growl as I continue slamming into her ass. "You love the way I fuck you, don't you?"

"Yes, I love it, now shut the fuck up." Slapping both of her ass cheeks, I watch the way they bounce, making my cock even harder.

"When you step through that door, you're no longer in control, Nyx."

She pushes back against me, hard enough that I have to take a step back so I don't fall backwards. Pulling herself off of my cock, she turns to face me, gripping my shoulders and spinning me around before shoving me down on the bed.

"That's where you're wrong, baby." She smiles, climbing up my legs and lining my dick up with her ass again, slamming herself down. "I'm in control of everything that happens to my body." She smirks as she rides me.

"I allow you to fuck me as hard as you want, whenever you want." Her hands fall to my chest, squeezing her tits between her arms. When I reach up, pinching both of her nipples, she cries out, arching her back.

"You allow me to do all of these things because you trust me enough to let me control you, baby." I slap both her tits, leaving red welts behind.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night." She smiles, pulling her feet beneath her so she's squatting over my cock. She bounces herself up and down my length, throwing her head back as she moans loudly.

"Holy fuck." I pant, grabbing her ass cheeks and thrusting up into her. "Cum with me." I demand, "Rub your fucking clit and cum."

She immediately starts playing with her pussy, sliding two fingers inside and rubbing her clit with the side of her thumb.

"Oh fuck yes, Mateo. I'm cumming." She shouts, grinding her ass against me. I don't allow her to come down from her orgasm. I quickly flip us both and pound into her ass a few more times, cumming deep inside her.

"Shower with me?" I didn't mean for it to come out as a question, but it does.

"Why are you hiding, Mateo?" She asks, cupping my face in her hands. I pull away from her, standing up and glaring at her.

"I'm not fucking hiding from anything." I spit, annoyed that she saw through me.

"Bullshit." She scoffs, standing in front of me with her hands on her hips. "You're upset that you lost your son, but won't show it."

"You don't fucking know me." Taking a few steps away from her, I turn and head toward the shower.

"Right," she laughs, "that's why you're getting so upset right now, because I can read you like a fucking book." She follows me into the bathroom, pressing her tits into my lower back. "If you can't talk to them, talk to me." Her arms come around me, hugging me from behind.

"I won't pretend to know what you're going through, and I'm really shitty with comforting people, but I'm here for you."

I turn in her grasp, looking down into her emerald green eyes. "I have to be strong for my girls right now." I whisper, wiping the tears away from my eyes.

"You don't have to be strong right now." She squeezes me tighter and I hate the way it's affecting me, so I flip my asshole switch, hoping to shut down whatever the fuck this is.

"You would love that, wouldn't you?" I scoff, pushing her arms down. "Watching the infamous Mateo Rossi crying like a punk ass bitch."

"If you think I get off on the pain of people I care about, you really don't know me at all." She whispers, her gaze dropping to the floor.

"I'm sorry." I tip her chin up to look at me. "I can't fall apart now. If I do, they'll never be able to put me back together."

"You have enough of us." Her hands wrap against the back of my neck, pulling me down to her.

"We'll find every single piece and put it back. Just feel what you need to feel." She crushes her lips to mine for a second, then pulls away just as the first tears fall.