Chapter 22: SOUTHPAW

Twenty-Two

SOUTHPAW

M odern men don't get it. Chasing pussy will never be worth the trouble. Marriage on the other hand? Worth every fight. Worth every fucking hard moment – even when I'm the one causing most of those hard moments. I never thought I would have to bring something like this to Anna again. A list of the dead.

Hawk is on his way to Missouri. This time, Juliette agreed to a safehouse. Anna did too, but she hasn't left yet. Part of me doesn't want her to leave. If it weren't for the kids… I would keep this woman right by my side where she belongs.

"Your mom says it's the nicest spot you could hope for in Arizona," Anna says as she packs the last of her things in the Louis Vuitton suitcase I bought her last Christmas. She told me that she didn't have a real need for anything so fancy, but I insisted. I'm beginning to regret that sentimental purchase wrapped up in an apology for being a degenerate gambler…

"My mother lied to me three damn times about the Hollingsworth love-child situation. Excuse me if I'm not so quick to trust her."

"She started a college fund for Junior three months ago," Anna says, tossing a Ziploc bag of her weird womanly creams and potions into her suitcase. "She loves you. She also loves Tanner. I think she did the right thing."

She packs in silence. Tylee has Junior for the next hour so that I can say a proper goodbye to Anna. We don't get much time like this with the baby, but I appreciate every last one of these precious stolen moments. But the silence allows the weight of the latest news from Steel to weigh between us.

"I don't want to be here again," I tell her. "I'm sorry."

"You didn't kill six Barbarians in the desert," she says. "Just stay away from temptation while I'm gone."

Defensively, I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her. I hate even the slightest reminder that we have to be separate. Anna leans into my embrace. I love everything about my wife. I knew she would be mine the second I saw her walking around that gas station convenience store. From the second I met her, I proved I would do anything for her.

I kiss her neck, hoping she can't feel my sadness. I just want the gorgeous dark-skinned mother of my child to feel my love. Anna sighs and leans against me.

"Wyatt," she whispers sadly. I love how she says my name but this time, her concern fills me with guilt. I never wanted her in this position. But we can't let this go.

Jairus and Jotham Blackwood were both found beheaded in a ditch in the middle of the desert along with Tanner's cousins, Gage and Mason Hollingsworth. My second cousin, Christian Shaw and Hawk's first-cousin Coleton Sinclair were also in that ditch. Beheaded. Steel doesn't have much information and apparently, he got himself into trouble out there with some "witness" who he refuses to give details about.

All we know now is that we have closed casket funerals to arrange and an emergency club meeting to decide what we do about the Nazis. This shit is all connected: Oske and her baby kidnapping stunt, Tanner's infant half-sister and everything uncovered in the desert. As far as we know, Jairus and Jotham were out on a job when the neo-nazi fucks killed them.

There must have been some other reason, but our club meeting will determine all of that…

I squeeze Anna tighter.

"I will come back to you in one piece, woman. I promise."

She stops packing (finally) and turns to face me. Anna still has the incredible effect of making me rock fucking hard the second I properly look at her. The longer we're together, the more I fall in love with her.

"You can't promise that," she says, touching my cheek gently. She doesn't seem to blame me for it. Getting up on her tiptoes, my beautiful wife kisses me on the lips. She's so soft. So perfect…

"Maybe not," I whisper. "But I can promise other things."

"Like what?" she says.

"I can get you pregnant again."

Anna laughs. I'm not joking. I want more than anything to fill this woman with my seed again.

I thought once we were married and after our son was born that we would lose our passion for each other. I heard that's what would happen and I prepared myself to fight every temptation for the sake of loyalty to Anna. Nothing could have been further from the truth.

Every day I'm with this woman, I want her more. Just inhaling her scent and feeling her closeness makes me want her. And we're already here. With a bed. I reach around the front of her clothes and slip my hand down the front of Anna's underwear. She gasps, accepting my fingers between her already soaked pussy lips. It helps knowing this woman wants me with every fiber of her being as much as I want her.

The mutual desire for each other burns both of us up and as I rub her clit in slow circles, she soaks my fingers in her juices and my dick gets impossibly stiff as I press into her ass. We have enough time to say goodbye if I'm quick.

Anna's pussy is too fucking good for me to do anything but take my sweet ass time. I keep rubbing her pussy lips until she moans and then I kiss all over her butt as I drop to my knees and pull those yoga pants and thong all the way off her ass. Anna's body changed once she had the baby and I became addicted to all the ways she got so damn thick.

Her ass cheeks got even bigger and I was already completely weak in the presence of her ass. I kiss each of her fluffy butt cheeks, fighting the temptation to bite her hard before sliding my tongue between her pussy lips. Anna's breathing slows once I kiss the back of her thighs as she accepts my desire to taste every inch of her before I take her.

It doesn't matter how many times I make love to her, she never stops tasting fucking delicious. I never stop wanting her just as much as I did when I killed that monster who thought he could touch a woman like this without proving his worth. I spread Anna's pussy lips open from behind, causing clear sticky juices to dribble out of her cunt before I even get my tongue inside her.

My dick wants to jump out of my pants she gets me so fucking hard. I thrust my tongue between her spread lower lips, getting deep inside her as I rub her outer lips with my fingers. She moans, pushing back against me and thrusting her ass and pussy against my face so she can feel more of my tongue.

I love how goddamn greedy she gets for having her pussy licked and I love the sounds she makes each time I hit one of her sweet spots and truly push her over the edge past that point of control.

Her orgasm builds slowly and I push my tongue into her deeper, letting her wet lips get sloppy all over my beard and nose as she cries out in pleasure and finally cums all over me. Her pussy tastes fucking delicious, so I can't stop myself from continuing to eat her out even past her point of climax. Her breathing is high-pitched and shallow, her pleasure too intense for her to form any words, but I can't stop myself.

It will be a long time before I get to eat my wife's pussy like this.

I need her.

I eat Anna's pussy like it's my last fucking meal until she loses her balance and leans over the bed with her ass exposed while I kneel there with my tongue in her pussy, just about ready to taste even more. I run my tongue over her ass, poking it into her asshole until she screams and attempts to desperately push me away from her puckered back door.

Nothing she does can stop me from pushing my tongue in her sweet black ass, so I keep eating her ass and rubbing her clit until she reaches another intense climax that gets my face and the bed soaked with her juices. To give her the slightest bit of a break, I lick her cum off her thighs while she gasps for breath.

Then I stand behind her and drop my pants and underwear in one swift motion. She's still so out of it that she barely realizes what happens until the head of my dick probes her soaked entrance. I slowly move between her lower lips, feeling every inch of her softness before I enter her. The first inch of her pussy is a mixture of bliss and torture as I hold back every instinct to cum inside her immediately.

Anna emits the hottest moan, making it even harder for me to hold back. Gasping for breath and holding onto my wife's hips, I plunge the rest of my cock into her with one sharp motion. I'm too desperate for her cunt to wait a second longer. We moan together as I rock my hips and fuck her hard into my bed. I made her cum so much that I can afford to be this impatient without any guilt.

Slamming my dick into Anna feels like heaven. I rub her clit to another orgasm and this time when she climaxes, the euphoria is too much for me to display any restraint. I push my cock all the way inside her and erupt. The animalistic groan that escapes my lips almost shakes the walls of my damn house it's so uncouth.

In the moment, the only thing I care about is Anna's soft hips, her wet pussy and the way her heat clamps down on my dick, drawing every last drop of cum from my balls.

I kiss her neck, completely unwilling to withdraw from her right away.

"I'm going to miss you," I growl.

"I can tell," Anna whispers, pushing her hips back against me slightly, beckoning me not to leave her right away…