1.
Our history is written in the blood of the holy, the stone of beasts, and the curses of gods.
- Kitezh Codex
Zori stood in front of a wall of glass windows and watched the snow fall over Moscow. She looked down at the street, waiting for the black town car to arrive, which would mark the beginning of her two weeks of freedom.
Come on, Maxim, leave already, she thought, hopping from foot to foot.
She needed to get out of the penthouse that shed been locked into for days. She didnt like the memories of that place, crowding around and constantly trying to drag her under.
Zoris earliest recollection of being there was of Maxim taking her by the shoulders, looking deep into her eyes, and saying, Magic is not real, Zoria.
It was something he had repeated often, especially after her mothers suicide.
Some people would have told their four-year-old ward that her mother had been turned into an angel and flown to heaven. Not Maxim. He was a scientist who did not believe in anything other than what he could see under a microscope. Instead of an easy, comforting lie, Zori had gotten the truth.
Your mother was my best friend, and I cared for her deeply, but she was sick in her mind, and she killed herself. You carry the same sickness inside of you. Always beware of voices in your head that arent your own, Zoria.
Like Zori would tell him if she did hear anything. Doctor Maxim Bogrov wasnt exactly Gods chattiest person, but he had done his best with raising her and keeping her from dying. He had devoted his life to studying the brain disease that had eaten her mothers sanity away.
Zori had been taking his cure since she was fourteen to make sure it never happened to her. Now at twenty-six years old, she was beating the odds.
That was why whenever she got the chance, she escaped Maxims security team and went to cause some trouble. She was on borrowed time, and she had to make the most of it in any way that she could.
Maxim had a conference in England for two whole weeks, and Zori was going to escape the building if it was the last thing she did. It was infuriating being locked up like a child.
Zori was planning on celebrating her first night out in months, and fuck, did she need it. A dying girl couldnt live on vibrators alone, and with any luck, she would get a few hours of freedom to find a big Russian boy with long hair and lots of tattoos to fuck her blind before Maxims men tracked her down.
Zori checked the street beneath them again, impatient to get her night started. Her anxiety was up, and she needed to dance and fuck it out of her system. Still no car.
Hurry the fuck up and leave already, she grumbled.
Zori fidgeted with the necklace she always kept hidden in her bra. It was a pendant with a woman holding a skull in one hand and a bundle of twigs in the other. She didnt know what it meant. It had belonged to her mother, and she had given it to Zori the night she had died.
Zori had memories of her mother, telling her stories of fairytales and magic and saints, but she couldnt remember who the lady on the pendant was meant to be. She carried it for luck and because it was the only thing Zori had left of her mother. Maxim had gotten rid of everything else. She made sure she kept it out of sight.
Zori sighed and stared out at the city of her birth and her mothers death. They hadnt been back to Moscow since her mother had jumped from the balcony on the other side of the penthouse.
After they had left Moscow, Maxim had promised to look after Zori, and they had lived all over the world. Shed had new teachers and tutors in every country they had lived in. She spoke Russian, English, German, and French fluently. She had a voracious mind, and Maxim had made sure to keep it busy.
She hadnt been allowed to go to public schools or universities, and with the way they moved, there had been no point. When she suggested that she get a job, it had been shut down immediately. Her job was to stay alive and help Maxim with his research.
It wasnt that she was ungrateful to him, but God, she was lonely. He was rarely around, and when he was, it was to make sure she was healthy and was studying whatever new thing had caught her interest. They werent close in the way she had read other families were, but he was all she had.
The building they were now in was Maxims main research facility in the Tverskoy District. Like all the other places they had resided in, Zori always had her own apartment-sized rooms, like some kind of princess in a tower.
Or a lab rat in a pretty cage, she thought gloomily and pressed her forehead to the cold glass.
It was why Zori made sneaking out of the buildings they lived in an art form.
Outside, snow was falling again over the city in steady drifts. They had spent the last few months in a warm, tropical climate, so seeing snow again was beautiful.
Zori stared out at the night, her heart fluttering strangely in her chest, yearning for something she couldnt name. All she knew was that she wasnt going to find it in her cage.
Down on the street below, Maxims black Mercedes pulled up, and she saw him climb in. She held her breath as it pulled from the curb to take him to the airport, and a grin spread over Zoris face.
Finally! She rushed to her wardrobe and pulled on a black low-cut top, her corset, and harness.
Zori might have been a shut-in, but she had full internet access and a weakness for online shopping and music. She had already found a club three blocks away and was going to make sure she blended in. She pulled on her leather pants and boots and went to check her make-up in the bathroom.
Zori had naturally Nordic silver hair and full lips like her mothers. Her blue eyes she got from a father she had never met. She unraveled her braid, letting the waves fall down to her breasts, and painted her lips red.
Zori pulled on a black fur coat that came to the back of her knees before she cracked open the door to her bedroom. It was almost 11 p.m. when the buildings security teams changed over, and the daily cleaners left. If she timed it right, she could blend in with the group of people leaving.
It wasnt like the cleaning staff knew what she looked like, and if anyone asked, she would say that she had been working in the labs or offices on another floor. No one would ask. No one ever did because Maxims staff was so big, there was always a new face.
The new security guard she had encountered that day certainly hadnt known who she was when she flirted with him and stole his key card off his belt.
Amateur, she thought and grinned. Really, someone should have warned him.
Zori had learned if she wore a tight enough top, she could pick most mens pockets.
Zori took a deep, calming breath, slipped out of her bedroom, swiped the card on the fire escape door at the end of the hall, and stepped inside. It was freezing cold, so she pulled on her leather gloves and hurried as fast as her boots would take her.
Shed learned from Maxims other buildings that he never installed cameras on the fire escape stairs. Why? She couldnt guess other than he didnt want to pay for them. He might have been a scientist, but dear Uncle Maxim was also a businessman and didnt waste money on things he didnt need.
Zoris legs were jelly by the time she got to the ground level of the building and into the staff room where men and women were pulling on heavy coats and gloves.
Zori pulled the hood of her coat down further before joining the back of a group of women talking loudly about one of their daughters new babies and how fat and sweet she was.
Zoris heart pounded as they moved through the underground parking lot and out of the staff door. No one stopped her or called her name as she followed the women down the street in calm steps. They rounded a corner, and she was free.
Zori tried not to do a victory dance, but there was a definite skip in her step as she followed the map on her phone. Almost there, deep breaths.
Zori heard the club before she spotted the door to it. Two bouncers stood on either side of it, smoking cigarettes. It was still early, so there wasnt a line yet. They both looked her over, and she threw them a flirty smile as they opened the door.
Have fun, baby, one of them said.
Zori winked at him. I always do.
The music was loud, and the club was dark, just the way she liked it. Zori left her heavy fur coat with the coat check and let the heady beats draw her down the hallways. There was a bar on either side of the dance floor and shadowy alcoves everywhere. The decor was black and silver with candles melting on tables and along the bar. It was full of people but not so packed that she would have to wait forever for a drink. It was perfect.
Zori let out a happy cry and allowed the pull of the dance floor to take her away.