Chapter 15

Chapter Fifteen

“ Y ou meant it, huh? You really take this Daddying job seriously.” Addie stood next to the vanity in their bathroom, watching as her Daddy filled the tub with water. He’d even added toys and bubbles.

“Yep.” He turned toward her. “When we’re in the clubhouse, especially in our apartment, you don’t have to make decisions. I’ll take care of you.”

“That sounds both scary and exciting. I can’t remember when anyone last took care of me. I guess my parents did when I was a baby, but no one has in a long time.”

He smoothed his hands down her arms. “I’m here now.”

“Aren’t you exhausted from dealing with all my shit? Wouldn’t you rather drop into bed and leave me to my own defenses? I can take a bath without help, you know.”

She watched his face as his chest heaved with his chuckle. “Angel, I literally draw energy from caring for you. It’s like fuel to me.”

She leaned into him hard and wrapped her arms around him. He was quickly becoming her whole world. It was scary and such a relief at the same time. Could this really last? It felt so real, so genuine, so right.

“Let’s get you in the tub,” he murmured, his voice gravelly, likely due to the same emotions she felt.

She didn’t say a word as he pulled her shirt over her head and dropped it in the clothes hamper. She grabbed his shoulders as he removed her shoes, socks, jeans, and, finally, her panties and bra.

A shudder wracked her body as his palms slid up from her thighs to her waist. “You’re so gorgeous, Addie,” he whispered in that same sexy voice. “Do you want me to wash your hair or pin it up?”

“I washed it this morning.”

He opened a drawer and grabbed a scrunchy.

Her eyes widened when she saw how many hair bobbles he had in that drawer. Most of them had tags on them or were still in their packaging. He’d filled that for her. Probably today. When had he had time?

She tipped her head forward to let him pull her long hair up in a bun on top of her head. When he was done, he rose and lifted her off the floor to set her in the tub. “On your bottom, Angel.”

As he poured bubbles into the stream of water, she let herself slide into a deeper Little space.

Daddy was in his element. He obviously took this role very seriously. It was important to him. He wasn’t taking care of her because he felt obligated. He was doing so because it was in his DNA.

When he handed her a Barbie, she gasped and held it above the water. “She’ll get wet, Daddy.”

He chuckled. “She’s a bathtime Barbie. She’s meant to get wet.”

Addie frowned as she thought about messing up her doll’s hair. Sudden emotions came out of nowhere, making Addie choke up as her hands started shaking.

“Hey there, Little one. What’s wrong?” He cupped her chin and tipped her head back. His brow was deeply furrowed as he searched her gaze.

“I just realized something I haven’t thought about in years.”

“What’s that, Angel?”

“My mother didn’t let me play with my toys.”

His eyes widened.

Addie swallowed. “She wanted my room to always look perfect. It was like a child’s dream in a display home. When she wasn’t around, my father would take things down and let me play with them, and then he’d put them back so she wouldn’t know. It was like our silent secret. It wasn’t worth arguing with her. He knew it, too. I never thought about it until just now.”

She trembled as she continued to hold the Barbie out of the water.

Daddy looked emotional, too. He swallowed hard, and his eyes were watery. “I’m so sorry. Let’s make new memories. Dunk that Barbie in the water. She’s meant to be played with. She’s even wearing a bathing suit.”

Addie stared at the doll and murmured to herself, “I could even take it off if I wanted to.”

“Of course.”

“Does she have other clothes?”

“Sure. And if there’s something you want her to wear, we’ll buy it. Soon, her tiny shoes and accessories will be all over the apartment,” he teased.

Tears welled up in her eyes. “Is this why I’m attracted to the idea of being Little? Because I didn’t get to be a child much when I was young?”

“Could be. It happens sometimes. There are a lot of reasons why someone enjoys age play. It might be because they didn’t have toys growing up or because they had everything and loved that stage of life. And anything in between. I’ve seen Littles get emotional over a box of crayons because they never had a new box growing up, for example.”

She stared at him. “I had plenty of crayons, but I wasn’t allowed to use them and mess up the box.”

He winced. “I’m so sorry. From now on, you’ll use your crayons and markers. Play with your toys. Make messes. I won’t even complain if I step on a Barbie shoe,” he teased.

She wiped away the tears and giggled. “You’d crush it, Daddy. You’re so big.”

“Probably.” He pointed at the Barbie. “Take the plunge, Little one. Dip her in the water.”

She lowered the Barbie under the water, loving the way her hair fanned out around her. Giggles erupted, and when she glanced at Bear, he was smiling.

“Good girl. You play while I wash you.”

She tried to focus on the doll while Bear grabbed a washcloth and poured liquid soap on it. He started with her back, gently stroking over her skin before moving to her arms, which caused her to have to shift the Barbie back and forth from one hand to the other.

Addie found herself surprisingly comfortable even though she was completely naked and he was fully dressed. She dipped the doll in and out of the water, running her fingers over the soft, fake hair while Daddy washed her legs and then her tummy.

When he smoothed the cloth over her breasts, her breath hitched. Her nipples hardened, yanking her into a more adult space. But when he dragged the cloth between her legs, she dropped the Barbie entirely, letting her float away.

Addie’s eyes slid closed. A soft moan escaped. “Daddy…” She parted her thighs wider, grateful when he released the washcloth and used his fingers instead.

Grabbing the sides of the tub, she tipped her head back, mouth falling open. Her body fell under his spell. All inhibitions fled the room. She’d never wanted anything so badly in her life.

Daddy braced a hand on her lower back while his other stroked through her folds. “Damn, you are sexy, Addie. You bring me to my knees.” He found her clit and circled it. “Can I push my finger inside you, Angel?”

She nodded. “Please.” She wanted to feel him inside her. She wanted more.

Her breath hitched as he eased his middle finger into her tight channel. She’d used that vibrator inside her many times in the past few weeks, but for some reason, it felt much nicer having her Daddy stroke her instead. It was personal, and he curled that finger on his way back out, making her lift her butt off the bottom of the tub.

“That’s my girl. Let it feel good,” he praised.

She braced herself, white-knuckling the sides of the tub. “Daddy…” He’d touched her before, but not like this. Her legs trembled, and she fought the urge to close them over his wrist because she didn’t want him to stop.

When he added another finger, she gasped. “Oh, God.”

“Fuck, Addie. You’re so fucking sexy. Let it go. Come on my fingers, Angel.”

After thrusting into her a few more times, he reached as deep as he could and ground his palm against her clit. That was all it took. Addie cried out as a powerful orgasm claimed her.

“That’s it. Milk my fingers, Addie. Damn, you’re perfect.”

She was panting when he finally eased his hand away from her pussy. Her body was so limp that she probably would have slipped into the water and drowned if he hadn’t been holding her up.

Daddy grabbed her hips, lifted her out of the water, and stood her on her feet.

Trembling and uncertain about the ability of her legs to hold her up, she was relieved when he quickly wrapped a towel around her and lifted her into his arms.

He carried her into the bedroom and lowered her onto her back on the bed before opening the towel and patting the rest of her dry with the corners.

Her vision was still blurry as he lowered his lips to her tummy and kissed a path up to her breast. As he captured her nipple and sucked, she grabbed his head and whimpered. “Oh, God.”

He moaned against her breast, the vibrations driving her arousal back to where it had been before he’d made her come. As if he couldn’t get enough, he switched breasts, treating the other one to the same attention.

She arched her chest toward his mouth, aching for him. “I want you,” she whispered as she slid her hands to his shoulders. “Please, Bear, make love to me.”

He released her nipple with a pop and stared down at her. “Are you sure, Angel? I don’t want to rush you.”

She nodded. “Positive. I’ve never wanted anything more.” Earlier, she’d been a bit scared about what it would be like to have him inside her, but her doubts fled the room as she stared into his eyes. She wanted this man, her Daddy. She wanted him to claim her in every way. He was it for her. She knew it with a clarity she’d never felt before. “Please…”

Bear rose to standing, staring down at her as he pulled his shirt over his head. He took his time removing the rest of his clothes, revealing his amazing body fully for the first time. Every bit of him was huge. His height, his broad shoulders, his amazing pecs, abs, and biceps, but when she first set her gaze on his erection, she stopped breathing.

Don’t panic . She licked her lips. “That’s…” She didn’t know what to say.

He leaned over the nightstand, tugged open the drawer, and snagged a foil packet. With his gaze on her, he tore it open with his teeth before rolling the condom down his length.

“Daddy…”

He slid his hands under her shoulders and hauled her to the center of the bed as he climbed up to kneel between her legs. “It will be very tight, Angel, and it might hurt for a minute the first time, but I promise, after that, it will feel so good you’ll forget the pain.”

She fisted the sheets at her sides, doubting him. “Okay. So, you’re going to just, uh…” She couldn’t control her breathing.

“No, Angel. First, I’m going to eat your precious pussy until you scream. Then, when you’re sated and limp, I will ease into you. You can stop me at any time, Addie. We’ll go as slow as you need or not do it at all tonight if you’re not ready.”

She nodded. “Okay.” She wanted this. She wanted it with him. But now, all she could focus on was the first thing he’d said. He’s going to put his mouth on me…

Spreading her thighs wide, Bear lowered his mouth and dragged his tongue slowly through her folds and over her clit.

Her eyes rolled back. Oh. My. God . She’d never felt anything like that. She’d never imagined anything like that. And he did it again. On the third pass, he thrust his tongue inside her.

Addie stopped breathing as she was bombarded with sensations. He moaned against her labia as if he were a starving man devouring his last meal. When he sucked her clit and flicked it with his tongue, she came so fast and so hard that she nearly shot off the bed. The only things tethering her to the mattress were his hands on her thighs.

She was marginally aware of him wiping his mouth on the sheets as he climbed up her body, and then his lips were on hers, kissing her with urgency.

He tasted of her, and it was heady. As he thrust his tongue into her mouth, he eased his erection into her channel.

She grabbed his hips, her fingertips digging into his firm butt cheeks. Bracing herself, she broke the kiss to gasp for oxygen. “Bear…”

He cupped her face. “Look at me, Angel. Take a deep breath.”

She knew only the very tip of him was inside her, but she was nervous. Licking her lips, she met his gaze. “I’m okay.”

“You sure?”

She nodded. “More please.” She wanted him to fill her. She wanted to feel him deep inside her. That didn’t mean she wasn’t scared.

Daddy eased out and then back in slightly more.

She bucked her hips upward, forcing him deeper.

He groaned, and she was pretty sure his eyes rolled back slightly. Knowing she affected him like that was powerful and fueled her need for more. She slid her hands around to grip his butt cheeks. “Do it.”

His elbows held him above her, and his arms were trembling.

“Please, Bear.” She lifted her hips higher. “I need you to fill me. Stop teasing.”

He hesitated a moment before thrusting all the way home.

Addie winced. The pressure was intense. He was even bigger than she’d thought, and it was so tight. The temporary pain subsided in seconds, though, leaving her with nothing but the throbbing need for friction. “Do it again,” she begged.

He gave a slight chuckle. “Hang on, Angel. If I move, I’m going to come, and I don’t want to—not yet. You’re squeezing my cock like a vice grip. I’m two seconds from erupting.”

That thought made her feel even more powerful. She’d never considered how much he would be affected by her. She squirmed while she waited, desperation consuming her. The small amount of friction he’d given her had been enough to show her how delicious it would be.

Breathing heavily, he set his forehead against hers, closed his eyes, and pulled almost all the way out before easing back in.

Addie’s breath hitched. She’d had no reason to be so concerned about sex. She’d already forgotten the wince of pain. It had been replaced with this blissful pleasure. “More.”

He groaned as he gave her more, easing in and out too slowly for her taste. “Harder,” she demanded.

Daddy took her mouth again, kissing the sense out of her, perhaps to get her to shut up. She didn’t mind. She liked his kisses. She could easily lay in bed all day kissing Bear.

Giving her what she wanted, he grabbed her shoulders, bracing her, and thrust harder and deeper. Good thing he’d braced her, or she might have shot into the headboard.

“Addie…” Her name was reverent from his lips. A second later, he slid one hand between them, found her clit, and rubbed it.

Her need grew. She wanted everything, and he was giving it to her.

“Come for me, Angel.”

For a moment, she thought he was surely kidding. How could she orgasm simply because he ordered it? But her clit seemed to swell to double its size, and her body obeyed him.

Nothing could have prepared her for how intense it would feel to orgasm around his huge erection. It was nothing like the vibrator she’d used. The impersonal plastic and rubber didn’t hold a candle to the man grinding the base of his erection against her sensitive nub.

As her body pulsed around him, he continued to move, causing her orgasm to go on and on while he thrust. Every time he ground against her clit, she cried out again. The swollen nerves were too sensitive, and yet she wanted more.

With a deep groan, Bear thrust as deep as he could one last time and came. His shaft pulsed in her channel as his body jerked from the release.

Finally, he lowered most of his weight over her, dropping his forehead to the bed next to her ear.

It felt so good being covered by him with his erection still inside her. She rubbed her hands up and down his back and butt, wishing he never had to move. She’d never felt this close to another human being and hated breaking the spell.

“Angel…” The one word said so much as he breathed it into her ear, and he was still panting when he lifted some of his weight off her to look down at her face. He brushed hair from her cheek. “Are you okay?” His brow furrowed with concern.

She shook her head. “I think I died, and I’m good with that. Please don’t get up yet.” She gripped his butt cheeks.

He kissed all over her face before lingering for a long, slow taste of her lips. “Do you have any idea how much you mean to me, Addie?”

“Yes.” She truly did because she felt the same about him.

“I’m twice your age, and I’ve been roaming around pretending I didn’t need a Little girl in my life. And then you showed up…”

She smiled as she danced her fingers up and down his back. “I’m so glad I applied for that job.”

“Me, too, Angel. Me, too. Can I pull out yet?”

“No.” She shook her head. “Never.”

He chuckled. “You’ll need a drink soon and, eventually, food. I can probably reach my phone on the nightstand if you want me to call Gabriel to bring us something.”

She giggled. “No way, Daddy.”

“Are you worried he would see my ass?” he teased.

She giggled harder.

When he eased out of her, she sighed. “When can we do that again?”

He bent over and kissed her, grinning. “I just told you I’m old. Give me a few minutes to recuperate.”

“You’re not that old, Daddy.” She started to lift up, but he set a hand on her chest and stopped her.

“Stay still. I’m going to get a washcloth and clean you up.”

“Okay.” She wasn’t going to argue. He’d proven time and again that he liked taking care of her. She would let him because it was so damn sweet and made her feel like a princess.

He walked back into the room, still fully naked. The condom was gone, but his erection was still just as huge as it had been before. She stared at it while he spread her thighs wider and gently cleaned her skin.

“Does it meet your satisfaction?” he teased.

She didn’t even hide her appraisal. Continuing to stare at his bobbing shaft, she licked her lips. “I’m not sure yet. I’ll need to taste it first.” She had no idea where this boldness came from, but she found herself seriously wanting to explore his body.

His breath hitched, and he tossed the washcloth on the floor before crawling over her on his hands and knees. Was it growing bigger?

When he stopped moving, his knees were near her breasts, and his shaft hovered a few inches from her mouth.

She reached with both hands to touch it. “So soft and hard at the same time.”

He took deep breaths and let them out slowly.

She lifted her head and licked a line up the length, loving the moan that escaped his lips. Emboldened, she did it again before wrapping her hand around the girth and flicking her tongue over the drop of white come in the slit.

“Angel… You’re killing me.” He shifted his weight and dropped down onto a hip beside her.

She turned onto her side to face him, meeting his gaze and loving the way he was smiling. “I don’t know why I was afraid. That was so amazing.” She reached for his chest and thumbed one of his nipples.

He did the same to her before pinching the tight bud and releasing it.

She arched her chest. “I’m insatiable.”

“I love it.” He bent forward and suckled the swollen tip for a moment. “Give me a few minutes to catch my breath, and then you can climb over me and ride me.”

Her eyes bugged out. “Seriously?”

“Yep. You can control the speed and the depth that way, but I’ll warn you, I’m not sure I can keep from coming just as fast a second time.” His eyes danced with happiness.

“That’s okay. We can always do it a third time.”

He groaned, rolled onto his back, and hauled her against his side. “Half my age…” he murmured.

She knew he was only teasing, though. He adored her, and he couldn’t hide it. His adoration made her heart soar.