Chapter 1
CHAPTER 1
DAKOTA
D akota Westwood's fingers trembled as she sifted through the scattered coins, the cold metal mocking her in the dim light of the early morning sun filtering through the blinds—evidence of her foolishness and her dwindling resources. She counted again, hoping for a miracle that refused to manifest. The sum was meager—barely enough to cover a meal, let alone the escape she so desperately needed. Frustration knotted in her belly, coiling like a rattlesnake waiting to strike.
A heavy sigh escaped Dakota's lips as she leaned back against the chipped wall, her vibrant blue eyes clouding over with a storm of emotions. The night before played on a relentless loop in her mind, echoes of betrayal that clung to her thoughts like cobwebs. Words spoken in the dark, promises shattered on the floor. She had discovered the truth about her so-called fiancé, and it cut deeper than any knife. He was a philandering sonofabitch who she was certain had been using his position as trust administrator to embezzle from the estate her grandfather had left her.
In the suffocating silence of the house, Dakota's internal monologue became a cacophony of anguish. How could she have been so stupid? So blind? Her intelligence felt like a burden now, taunting her with its failure to foresee the deceit nestled beneath sweet nothings and tender caresses. Each heartbeat was a reminder of her entrapment, the walls of the room closing in like a vise around her chest.
The air was thick with the scent of lost dreams, a kind of morass that seemed to fill Dakota's lungs with each breath. Desperation clawed at her, urging her to flee from the prison of false love and hollow commitments. Yet, even as she sat amidst the ruins of her life, Dakota's resilience flickered like a flame in the darkness. She would not be broken by this, nor would she allow fear to dictate her path.
The walls of the house seemed to lean in, hungry for the drama that unfolded within their confines. Shadows clung to the corners, the scant light from a dying bulb casting an eerie pall over the once warm space. A lone fly buzzed against the windowpane, its persistent tapping a maddening soundtrack to Dakota's racing heart.
She stood, her limbs stiff with the weight of entrapment, and eyed the small fortress of solitude she'd built around herself. The couch—where she'd nestled into his side on cold evenings—now loomed over her, its cushions hiding more than just loose change. It stood as a testament to hollow assurances, every thread intertwined with deception and betrayal.
Dakota approached the furniture piece like a stranger, peeling back the pillows with a sense of detachment. Her fingers moved methodically, probing every crevice with a hope that teetered on the edge of fanaticism. She tore through the drawer of the coffee table, a graveyard of forgotten knick-knacks and old receipts, the debris of a life she was ready to shed.
Her mind raced as she rifled through the pockets of the coats hung behind the door, a symphony of zippers and rustling fabric filling the stifling air. Each empty pocket felt like a betrayal, every crumpled bill a lifeline slipping through her grasp. Yet with each setback, her resolve grew stronger, her movements quicker, fueled by the urgent rhythm of survival.
Behind a dusty photograph frame, her fingertips brushed against paper. Her breath hitched, eyes widening as she pulled out a few concealed bills, the green hue a stark contrast against the sepia tones of the room. For a moment, her spirit soared, the discovery of a glint of silver amidst the dross. This was more than money; it was a chance—a whisper of freedom that beckoned her toward the unknown.
Amidst the clamor of her scavenging, a memory surfaced, unbidden yet sharp as a shard of glass. Grandfather's voice, gravelly with age, echoed in her mind, ‘Look to the east when the time comes, Dakota. That's where you'll find the wolves.’ At the time, his words had been a riddle wrapped in the enigma of old legends, but now, they clung to her like a second skin, prophetic and laden with meaning. East? There was a lot of east from where she stood.
A shiver danced down her spine, not from the chill of the room but from the searing memory of the night before—the tempest of emotions in her fiancé's eyes, the sharp edge of his voice as he cornered her with accusations and jealousy.
"Do you think I don't see it?" he had snarled, his voice low but laced with venom. "The way you look at other men. The way you pull away from me."
Her back had been pressed against the wall, her palms flat against the cool surface as though grounding herself could stave off the rising panic. "You're imagining things," she had said, her voice shaking despite her effort to sound calm. "There's no one else, and you know it. I’m pretty damn sure you, on the other hand, cannot say the same."
He’d had the good grace to blanch before he backhanded her and laughed, a harsh, bitter sound that cut through the room like a blade. "You don’t know anything. Maybe you’ve been lying to yourself just as much as you’ve been lying to me."
The walls had seemed to close in on her then, just as they did now, the memory suffocating in its intensity. The air felt thick with danger, his veiled threats lingering in the silence, painting even the ordinary with shades of fear. Every detail of the room—the sharp angles of furniture, the muted glow of the lamp—had seemed to hum with menace, just as her thoughts did now.
She pressed a hand to her chest, willing her heart to still its frantic drumming. This was no time for panic; there was only room for action. Her determination, a flame that refused to be extinguished, fueled her movements as she knelt and resumed her search. With every fiber of her being whispering caution, Dakota probed the dark recesses beneath the bookshelf, her fingers questing for something, anything, that might aid her escape.
And then, like the unexpected bloom of a desert rose, her fingers brushed against an envelope—a forgotten or perhaps intentionally concealed relic from a different time. She drew it out with care, the paper cool and slightly crumpled against her skin. Inside, another small collection of bills lay neatly stacked, their green faces staring up at her with indifferent promise.
For a fleeting instant, hope fluttered in her chest, its wings beating against the cage of her ribs. It wasn't much, but it could be enough. Enough for a bus ticket to somewhere far from here, enough to sever the ties that bound her to a man whose love was laced with possession. Enough to chase the sunrise eastward toward the cryptic truth her grandfather had foretold.
A tenuous smile threatened to break through the storm clouds of her expression, but Dakota quashed it before it could fully form. There was no room for joy, not yet. Not until she was out of here and had found some place to hide, perhaps to build a new life free from the shackles of the old.
She would go to Texas—that was certainly east of Cimarron Mesa, which sat on the border of New Mexico and Texas, where nothing but open skies and whispered legends would greet her. She would decide where in Texas based on the bus schedule and fare.
With the money secured in the pocket of her faded jeans, she turned her gaze upon the house once more—the stifling cocoon from which she would soon emerge, transformed by necessity and the primal pull of self-discovery. Her legacy awaited, and with it, a chance to reshape her destiny, to reclaim the power that seemed to course through her veins. Something she didn’t understand but knew was there, silent but ever-present.
Packing clothing and personal items in a well-worn overnight bag, Dakota set her engagement ring on the table in the foyer and turned to take a last look around before heading toward her destiny. The house had been eerily silent save for the rustle of her movements, yet the stillness belied a tempest brewing beneath the calm. Shadows clung to the corners, watching, whispering of the secrets that stained the walls with invisible ink.
She gave the house a final glance—a tableau of a life half-lived. The couch, its cushions indented from countless evenings spent curled up with books now abandoned, spoke of comfort’s deceptive embrace. The large kitchen table bore the ghostly echoes of laughter and promises, phantom sensations that clawed at her chest. This place, once a refuge, had become a prison with bars forged from misplaced trust and shattered dreams.
In the quiet reflection, the threads of her past wove a tapestry rich with lessons learned and scars carried—a stitch in the fabric of her being, shaping the woman who could walk through fire and emerge not unscathed, but unbowed. With a breath that was part surrender, part war cry, Dakota turned her back on the life that had been, embracing the one that beckoned with the wild call of the unknown.
Dakota's fingertips grazed the cool, metallic doorknob, her pulse a thunderous echo in the hollow of her throat. Her tall frame was a silhouette of resilience, dark hair a shadowy veil cascading over her shoulders, while her eyes held the reflection of a door that was both an ending and a beginning.
The soft creak of aged hinges punctuated the silence as she pulled the door open, a sliver of the outside world creeping in to dance with the dim light of the house. It murmured of adventures untold, of secrets nestled in the expansive Texas sky, waiting for her courage to unlock them.
Her hand lingered on the door, fingers tracing the grain of wood that had sheltered her, protected her, until it became the very thing she needed to escape from. The unknown stretched out beyond the confines of that door, a vast expanse that beckoned with both promise and peril. It called to the wildness that lay unknown and dormant within her.
With one last caress, Dakota stepped across the threshold, the soles of her boots meeting the ground outside with a resolve as unyielding as the earth itself. The door swung shut with a soft thud, its finality a quiet testament to the life she was leaving behind—a symphony of memories muffled by the closing of an era.
The meager amount of money she’d managed to salvage was tucked safely into her front pocket. She considered a cab, but the amount to get her to the bus depot would be far too expensive in her current circumstances. But still, a quick and direct route gnawed at the edges of this temptation.
The city bus, on the other hand, would follow a longer and more circuitous route, but would demand far less of her scant reserves. It also offered anonymity among the tired faces of daily commuters, a blend into obscurity that seemed preferable to the other alternatives. She envisioned herself slipping onto a bench seat, the vehicle lurching forward as if reluctant to be part of her getaway. The scent of worn leather and diesel spoke of countless beginnings and endings, none as fraught with peril or promise as hers.
She realized hesitation was a luxury she could no longer indulge. Each second she squandered threatened to paint her into an even smaller corner of her ex-fiancé’s wrath, a wrath that would seek her out with unrelenting fury once her absence was discovered.
"East," whispered the shadows of her memory, "toward the wolves." Her grandfather's voice flickered like a flame in the dark recesses of her mind, urging her onward. She had no idea what he’d meant, but east seemed as good a direction as any.
With resolve tightening her jaw, Dakota silenced the tumultuous debate raging within her. The bus would be her chariot, albeit one shared with strangers, each absorbed in their own sagas, oblivious to the silent war she waged against fate. It was the very act of deciding that lent her the strength to stand, the courage to cast aside the chains of doubt and stride toward emancipation.
Taking a breath that felt like the first true gulp of freedom, Dakota squared her shoulders. Steel woven with vulnerability, she was ready to embark upon the journey that would sever her from the past and beckon forth the untamed spirit yearning for release. There was no turning back now; the die was cast, and her path lay stretched before her—a ribbon of possibilities unfurling into the horizon’s embrace.
Outside, the morning air embraced her with a chill that was both invigorating and foreboding, the sun casting long shadows that seemed to reach for her retreating form. She stood for a heartbeat, the world around her holding its breath, before she moved forward, her gait steady and sure.
In that time and space, Dakota Westwood was a creature of both flame and shadow, stepping into the dawn of her new life with fear and freedom beating as one in the fragile asylum of her heart. The path ahead was shrouded in mystery, each footfall a declaration of her spirit's unquenchable thirst for something more, something fiercely her own. The road east awaited, and with it, perhaps a chance to reclaim some kind of birthright.
And so she walked away, the first rays of sunlight crowning her like a halo, the world beyond unfurling like a map of endless possibilities, each step a silent vow that no matter what lay ahead, it was bound to be better than what she was leaving behind.