32. DEAN

The computer screen in front of me starts to blur and rather than try to focus on it, I weave my fingers through the soft hair on the head that’s bobbing up and down on my lap and watch that instead.

Willow”s eyes are closed, she looks relaxed and content as she leisurely sucks on my cock.

I stroke a strand of hair away from her temple and her eyelashes flutter open, her big eyes find mine and she smiles. She fucking smiles with her mouth stuffed full of my cock.

Fuck, how did we get here? Life’s been perfect the last few weeks.

I’m close to blowing my load deep in her mouth so I turn the computer screen off. Willow doesn’t need to see what I’ve been up to. I’ll think about that in a minute though, the last thing I want on my mind is Willow”s father as I’m nutting inside his daughter’s mouth.

That is kind of hot, though.

This girl he tried to train for years to be an innocent, little flower blossomed into the beautiful, sex driven goddess she was always meant to be with just a few weeks with me.

Fisting Willow’s hair tighter, I push her down as I thrust my hips up driving my cock deep into her throat. She opens up for me taking me all the way in whilst her nails dig into my thighs for support.

“That’s it, take all of me baby. I know you can do it.” She gags but doesn’t try to pull away as I push her down even further until her nose rests againsts my abs. I keep her held there as her throat does all the work squeezing the orgasm out of me and I spill inside her with a long groan.

She pulls back, gasping for air but doesn’t let my cock fall from her mouth. Instead, she rests her cheek against my thigh, my semi-hard cock making her cheek bulge out as she lets her eyes fall closed. Her breathing evens out and I swear she’s fallen asleep.

After letting her rest for a while, I stroke her cheek and she moans, the vibrations shoot straight to my balls, making them ready to give her another load but I ignore the urge and pull her up onto my lap. “Willow, baby?”

“Sorry,” she says through a yawn. “I’ve been so tired lately, probably because you’ve been relentless lately.”

“You’re the one that came in here begging to taste me, little kitten,” I smirk as I wipe a smear of come from her lip and push it into her mouth where it belongs, she sucks on it like she’s hungry for more. “How am I ever going to keep you satisfied?”

“Food, orgasms and cuddles sounds like a pretty good deal,” she says with a smile and it’s the most perfect thing I’ve ever seen. I’ll die happy as long as I get to see that smile everyday.

“Which one do you want first?”

“Hmm,” she taps her chin as she pretends to think what she needs but it’s obvious, I can fucking smell her pussy from here.

Then her stomach rumbles and I groan, tipping my head back. “We can eat later,” she says, wrapping her fingers around my cock but I pull her hand away. I’m trying to be good and put her needs first. If that means feeding my girl before fucking her brains out then that’s exactly what I’ll do.

Anyway, over lunch is the perfect opportunity to tell her that I need to make another trip. If Willow gets upset then I can just distract her with an orgasm or five.

“You’re getting better at this,” Willow says through a mouthful of food.

“It’s just a sandwich.”

“Well it’s a really good sandwich. Can I have another one?” I raise a brow and push my plate towards her, she’s had a very healthy appetite lately. For all things. I however haven’t been able to eat as the weight of what I need to tell her gnaws away at me.

I told her I wouldn’t leave again, not for a while at least, but this is hardly a job and the outcome will be better than any paycheck I’ve ever had.

I don’t want to ruin this moment just yet though.

Seeing Willow sitting here so comfortable with me as she enjoys the food I’ve made her makes me so fucking happy. “Why are you smiling like that?” she asks, wiping her mouth. “Is there something on my face?”

I shake my head. “You’re just cute is all.”

She rolls her eyes and with my foot, I drag her chair closer to me. “You should really be sat up here.” I tap my thigh and she obediently comes to sit on my lap. It instantly makes me feel lighter having her this close.

“Better?” she asks, giving me another sassy roll of her eyes.

Ever since she’s come out of her shell with me, I’ve noticed she likes to be a bit of a brat and I particularly enjoy fucking it out of her. My cock hardens at the thought and I know she feels it because she stiffens for a second before rubbing her thigh against me.

I swear I’ve been walking around with a constant hard on ever since I first saw her.

“I have to go out for a few hours soon,” I say hoping my cock will stop her from asking too many questions.

Her ass stops moving on my lap and her muscles go rigid. “Oh, okay,” she says, sounding quietly resigned. She knows there’s no room for discussion when it comes to what I do for a living.

I grab her waist and start rocking my hips, forgetting what we were even talking about for a moment. It’s easy to forget when her plush ass feels this good in my lap.

“Do I want to know where you’re going?” She looks at me over her shoulder and I stop moving. Fear and concern fill her eyes but there’s also a hint of understanding. She doesn’t have a clue what I’m about to do but once I’m home she’ll understand everything.

She gnaws on her bottom lip and I pull it free, tugging on it so she has to look at me. I wish I could read her mind, know every single thought in her pretty little head and erase every worry she has. “You’ll just have to trust me.”

I’ve been asking that a lot of her recently but it feels like I need the constant reminder that she knows I’m doing everything for her.

She nods and says, “I can do that.” Then the corner of her mouth tugs up in a cheeky grin. “If you come back bleeding, I might not bother taking you to the hospital this time.” She crosses her arms over her chest and I raise a brow.

“Do I need to give you another reminder of the difference between good girls and bad girls?” Willow’s eyes light up with excitement and I feel her body buzzing with need against me. There’s something I need to tell her before we deal with those needs though.

“I promise, I’ll always come back. I’m going to be more careful, for you.”

“I know and I also know you’re not going to stop. I’m just…I can’t lose you, Dean. No one’s ever cared about me like you do and...I care about you too. My dad…well you know what he was like. I thought he failed in getting inside my head but he’s the reason why it took me so long to acknowledge my feelings for you. That night in the alley, when you pinned me down, I wanted to get away from you but a part of me wanted you to just take me right then. Each time you showed me how good the pain can be it made me feel worse about myself. Made me think that my dad’s words were true, that all I’m good for is being a whore and realizing I’m one that enjoys being hurt made me disgusted with myself.”

Fuck, this man is going to suffer. What sort of father calls his own daughter a whore and makes her think she’s worthless? I know exactly who, it’s the same sort of person that would call their son wrong.

Willow’s not going to have to worry about him ever again, after tomorrow. I’ll give her everything she needs and more.

I grab her chin so she can’t shy away from me and say, “Willow, you will never think down on yourself again. I’m going to spend every moment I’m breathing showing you exactly what you’re worth. Even if it takes a lifetime I’m not leaving this world until you know just how perfect you are. I’m sorry for scaring you before.”

“Which time?” she chuckles.

“For all of it. For nearly dying on you, for making you think you were alone and for taking things too far.”

“I know you’re trying to make it all up to me. Thank you.”

“I’ll never stop making it up to you. The only thing I won’t apologize for is making you mine.”

“Sometimes I dream about that night. You chasing me down, pinning me beneath you.” Her cheeks and chest turn red as her breathing gets heavier with each word.

“How do these dreams usually end?” I ask, anticipation weighing heavy in the air.

“You taking what you want right there under the night sky.”

“Fuuuck, Willow,” I breathe out slowly, my voice low and raspy as I try to keep hold of some of my self control. “One day, I’ll give you all of that, baby. I’ll fuck you out in the open. Make you run from me with false hope that someone will come and save you. But we both know there’s no escaping me.”

A whimper catches in her throat and I caress the skin there as she swallows it down.

“I need you to do something for me.”

“Anything,” she sighs.

“Run. I’m going to give you a taste of what you want so badly. So run like I’m going to fuck you to death if I catch you.”

With a squeal of terror and excitement Willow leaps off my lap and runs from the room. I sit, listening to her bare feet pounding down the hall as I give her a head start. The longer I give her, the more desperate she’ll be to be caught and although I can’t exactly fuck her to death I’ll get pretty damn close. I won’t stop until she’s screaming my name and passing out still impaled on my cock.