Chapter 60
"It is a fine house, indeed,"
Alessandra's father exclaimed as he approached the front door. He
couldn't help but be pleased with how well his daughter had settled
into a secure life. As a father, it gave him joy and relief.
As they entered, the
service staff greeted the family, taking joy in meeting
Alessandra's parents, little Elizabeth, and even Margaret. Almost
immediately, the family was ushered into the drawing room and a
lavish tea served with various dainties.
After eating and talking,
a grand tour was given and Edward took his father-in-law to meet
the outside staff, including John at the stables.
Alessandra, meanwhile, sat in
the drawing room with her mother, who was cuddling Elizabeth.
Isabella's countenance worried Alessandra. Despite the excitement
of seeing the new home, her mother appeared uncharacteristically
subdued.
"Are you well, Mother? You are
very quiet today. I hope travelling here has not tired you too
much."
Her mother smiled at her and
passed the baby back to her.
"I am
well, Alessandra, but I do
feel tired. Would you mind terribly if I went to lie
down?"
Alessandra felt a moment
of panic. Her mother was one of the strongest women she knew, and
she could not remember her ever having been ill before.
"No, of course not.
Margaret, could you please go with Mother and find someone to help
with the assignment of a bed chamber, and to make her
comfortable?"
Margaret smiled at her
mistress. "Of course, Miss."
Alessandra sat back on
the sofa that enabled a view out over the grounds. As she held
Elizabeth tightly against her, a niggling level of concern began to
grow in the back of her mind.
~~~~~
A short time later,
Margaret knocked and came into the room again.
"Would you like me to take her,
Miss?" she asked, indicating to the baby.
"Yes, thank you,
Margaret," Alessandra replied, handing Elizabeth to her. "How did
my mother seem to you?" she asked, completely trusting the
observation of the woman before her.
"I do not know your mother
well, Miss, so I do not know how she usually is, but she does, to
me, look somewhat unwell. It may be that she is just tired from the
journey here, and will seem better after a rest."
Alessandra thanked her
and watched her curtsey and leave the room, baby in her arms.
Alessandra sat where she was for some time, thinking over how her
mother had seemed since they'd arrived from Edward's home two days
earlier. As she thought about it - as she focused on her mother
instead of herself - she had to admit that perhaps her mother was
not her usual self after all. With that thought, Alessandra
immediately ran outside to find her father.
~~~~~
"Father," she said
loudly, interrupting a conversation that was happening between
Edward, John, and her father, no doubt about horses and their
care.
Everyone turned,
surprised by the forcefulness that came from her - something highly
unusual for Alessandra's countenance.
"Please forgive me. I am
sorry to interrupt," she said, realising her rudeness. "But Father,
is Mother unwell?"
Straight
away, she saw her father look
grave, and look away from meeting her eyes.
"Father?" Alessandra asked
again, quietly, oblivious to John moving away from them to give
them some privacy for their conversation.
"Walk with me,
Alessandra," he said, leading his daughter away even from Edward,
who watched on in uncertainty of what was happening. When the two
of them were a distance away from anyone else, her father finally
spoke.
"Your mother has been declining
in health these past few months, Alessandra. She maintains a brave
face, but she is very ill. The doctor has said she is unlikely to
live much longer. I am sorry I did not tell you earlier. It has
been your mother's wish that you not be told in advance. She does
not want you worrying, especially when everything is going so well
for you."
"But there must be
something that can be done, Father! I have substantial funds now.
If we find the right doctor…" Alessandra started to cry out, but
her father shook his head.
"No, Alessandra. We have
had enough consultations, and they all say the same thing. It is a
natural thing to happen, my daughter. One day I shall leave also,
and it will be up to you and Edward to set your children up for
when you hand everything over to them."
Alessandra felt tears
come to her eyes. In a rare show of physical affection, her father
enveloped her with his arms and kissed her forehead. She could
sense inside of him a desperation to not cry. All of a sudden she
could see that even though her mother would be leaving her in the
world, it must have been even more difficult for her father to
contemplate his lifelong companion leaving him. With that thought,
she determined to cast aside her sadness and let him lean on her,
putting her arms around him and holding him tight.
"What do we do, Father, to make
her most comfortable if her time is coming?"
Her father sighed, letting some
of his frustration and sadness show.
"Just love her," he said.
"There is nothing to be done medically, so it is important to me to
keep showing her how much I love her, and to do what I can to make
her as happy as I can, for as long as I can."
"Very well. Would it be
best for us to leave here and go home immediately, do you think?"
she asked and saw him shake his head.
"No, I do not think she
cares where she is, my sweet daughter. Just being near you and near
little Elizabeth is enough, I believe," her father said.
"And Nicholas? I can summon him
here. The house is large enough to house everyone."
Her father looked at her
with pride, knowing fully how strong his daughter had turned out to
be, even though he had considered her a timid little thing before
she had wed.
"Yes," he replied. "If that is
possible, I think that would make her very happy, Alessandra. Thank
you. Now let us walk back. Edward will worry about what is
happening, I am sure. I will go and see your mother and check on
her, to make sure she is alright."
They walked back. Seeing an
intended look from his wife, Edward fell in step beside Alessandra
to walk to the drawing room, as her father left them to find the
bedchamber his wife had been set up in.
"What is wrong, Alessandra?" he
asked, feeling some distress.
"My mother … is unwell," she
started to say before feeling a tear escape from her eye. She
looked directly at him. "My mother is dying, Edward. She is only
expected to live a short time longer. My father is keeping watch
over her, but he thinks the thing that will make her happiest
before she leaves us, is being with us - me and Elizabeth … and you
… and my brother."
Edward took in what she was
saying, his mind racing.
"Edward, if my mother wishes
it, I would like for her and my father to stay here, and for us to
stay here also, and to invite my brother and his family … to
wait…"
Alessandra felt Edward
pull her close to him and hold her tight. At different times, he
had pondered how life would be without his parents in his life. The
conversation brought about that thinking again, making him
desperately miss his own home. Not wanting to distress Alessandra
any further, he kept those thoughts in his head,
unspoken.
"Yes, my love, if you wish,"
Edward responded. "That sounds like a good idea."
"But do you need to
return to your parents?" she asked, mindful of his own mother
now.
He shook his head. "No, they
will understand."
Alessandra looked up
at him, appreciating, as she had done many times since their
wedding, the good man who had been chosen as her husband. Passion
was the last thing on either of their minds as she pushed herself
against him and into his arms, encouraging him to hold her tightly
as she started to cry.
~~~~~
"My daughter, I am so proud of
who you have become, and the life you are living," Isabella told
Alessandra as she sat on the side of the bed. "You are happy with
Edward, are you not?"
Alessandra nodded and
tried to smile. In the night, her mother seemed to have begun a
steep decline, and could not summon the strength to get out of
bed.
"Oh yes, Mother! He is a good
man and I do believe he loves me."
"He does," Isabella
replied. "There is no doubt about that. When a man looks at his
wife as he does you, it can only be a deep love. I am pleased you
are happy, and I am pleased I have gotten to meet little Elizabeth.
She will be strong, like you."
They sat quietly, holding
hands. Everything had happened so quickly. Word had been sent for
Alessandra's brother, and he and his family had quickly arrived and
settled into the estate. Since then, Edward's mother and father had
also arrived to provide support.
"Daughter, will you ask
Edward's mother to come in to see me? I would like to speak with
her," her mother requested.
Alessandra
n odded and quietly left the
room. After she passed the request on and Edward's mother went to
the bedchamber, Alessandra settled into Edward's arms in the
drawing room once again. The local physician had been and gone,
confirming that her mother was in the final stages of her life, and
would soon pass quietly.
"Alessandra," she heard a voice
say. She turned to see Nicholas, her brother, looking eager to talk
to her. "Could we walk in the garden together?"
Alessandra nodded and
pulled away from her husband once more.
Outside, she and Nicholas
walked companionably beside one another. Although it had been just
the two of them as children in their family home, they had not
grown up close, nor spent much time together as they'd each
embarked on their own lives. Despite their usual distance, they
were not uncomfortable with each other.
"Thank you for inviting me and
my family to come and be with Mother for this time," her brother
said, surprising her.
"Of course you must be here,
Nicholas! She is our mother - mine and yours!" Alessandra
exclaimed.
Nicholas smiled at her. He'd
met his share of people who had been so driven by greed that they
would not have brought any family members to such an estate,
refusing to share their wealth. As he looked at his sister, he felt
a strong brotherly sense of pride in the woman she'd grown to
be.
"It has been nice for Victoria
to see Mother one more time also, and for the children to see her,"
Nicholas replied.
"It is good for Mother,
too. And Father. He will need our support most of all, I suppose.
When I try to imagine losing Edward…" Alessandra said, shuddering
at the horrifying thought.
"You seem very happy in your
marriage, Sister. I like Edward. He seems a very good man, and very
much in love with you," Nicholas said with a wistful sound in his
voice.
"Yes. But you are also
happy, are you not, Nicholas? You have four children, so something
must work well," she said, trying to bring some humour into their
sad circumstances.
Nicholas looked at her
and smiled, somewhat surprised by her open candour.
"I do not think we have
what you and Edward have, but yes, we are happy enough. I do love
our children, and it is nice that they can spend this time with
their grandparents. You are a good sister to let us be
here."
She smiled at him and they
continued to walk peacefully together, not needing any more
words.
~~~~~
As days passed, everyone
in the family spent time in Isabella's bedchamber at some point in
each day. Isabella continued to look at her daughter and appreciate
the person she was, to have been able to bring all of her family
together for her. Even the three grandchildren who were past the
baby stage and able to run around and climb up on her bed, brought
her much joy.
"You have given me the
greatest gift, Alessandra," Isabella said as the two of them
enjoyed some time alone. "Bringing everyone here under one roof is
such a joy to me. Thank you," she continued, reaching out and
taking Alessandra's hand in hers. "I was not with my mother when
she passed, and I do regret that. There was no true reason that I
could not have gone back to Italy, but once I was married to your
father … well, I never did get back. Take your children there,
Alessandra. I have written down the names of people I remember who
are family, and their addresses. It has been some years since I
heard from any of them so they may not still be there, or still
alive, but go and see your heritage, Daughter. Promise
me."
Alessandra found herself crying
quietly yet again whilst holding her mother's hands tightly.
"I promise I shall do that,
Mother."
"Do not cry, Alessandra.
I have lived a blessed life and I go happily to Him, knowing that
my children are both well settled in their own lives. Please keep a
distant eye on your father. He is a strong man, but sometimes he,
too, needs someone to lean on…"
Alessandra felt the hand
in hers go slack, and saw her mother relax back as if going to
sleep. Deep in her heart, Alessandra knew that it was not sleep at
all. She took one more moment of alone time with her mother before
announcing to everyone else that her mother had finally gone to
rest.