Chapter 41
Edward and
his father rode around the estate throughout the whole day,
visiting almost every tenant on the large property. Over and
over , they told the same
story of a man who might venture onto the estate with the intention
of causing harm. Each tenant was asked to be vigilant, and report
to the main house details of anyone they had not seen
before.
"Do you think he will venture
this far, Father? It is a long way from where he lives, I
believe."
"Hopefully not, Edward,
but I will not have my family threatened," Charles replied. "We
must do what we can to help Alessandra remain calm and relaxed,
although I believe she shall carry to full term now, given how far
along she is."
Edward did not talk to
his father anymore on the journey home. In his mind, he was letting
himself think of different scenarios of things that could happen or
go wrong, and had to make a conscious effort to stop his mind from
venturing into those spaces.
~~~~~
Back in the manor, Alessandra
was fitted for new day to day outfits of varying sizes to get her
through to the birth.
"These will be ready no
earlier than next week, however I brought with me a gown that was
ordered but then cancelled by a young lady who is of a similar size
and stage. I would not normally suggest you wear something made for
someone else, but your mother-in-law has said you have no clothes
that are loose enough. If you would like to try it on, I have it
here, and it can be yours. The person it was made for, paid for it,
but did not want it in the end," the dressmaker said quietly to
Alessandra, not wanting to offend in any way, but wanting to help
the young woman to be more comfortable while she waited for her new
clothing to be prepared.
"Thank you. I should like
to try it if you think it might be of a close size," Alessandra
said shyly. She watched as the dressmaker pulled out a gown of
luxury. "Oh! This is not a dress for wearing at home, I do not
think," she said, running her hands over the beautiful item in her
arms. "It is so beautiful!"
"Try it on and see if it
fits you," the dressmaker said as she smiled. "After you have it
on, and can see how it fits, you can decide if you would like me to
leave it here for you."
Alessandra allowed
herself to be fitted into the gown. As soon as it was secure on her
body, she felt the difference in the looseness of the garment
compared to her own clothes.
"Oh, Miss! It fits you
perfectly. And the colour becomes you greatly. What do you
think?"
Alessandra was quiet as she
experienced for the first time what it felt like to wear such an
item. It was of the calibre that she had seen the women wear in
Bath. She felt like she imagined a queen must feel like each and
every day.
"I do not know what to say,"
she said quietly.
"Do you like it?"
"Oh, yes, it is beautiful,"
Alessandra replied. "It feels so luxurious … too luxurious for
me…"
"Oh, Miss, no! You look like
the beautiful woman that you are."
Alessandra looked the
dressmaker in the eye, needing some kind of reassurance of what was
acceptable and what wasn't.
"Will I cause any offence to
anyone by accepting a gown that was made and paid for by someone
else? I do not know what is right."
The dressmaker smiled warmly at
the young woman before her. She'd already sensed that Alessandra
was from a lesser class than she was presently living, but not a
young woman who had purposely aimed so high. She seemed to have
fallen into the place she was in. She had no arrogance about her at
all, or any desire to cause upset in anyone.
"If acceptable to you, I
shall bring your mother-in-law up here, and the two of you can
discuss it privately before you make a decision," the dressmaker
said.
Alessandra was uncertain about
that. Her mother-in-law was the exact person she didn't want to
offend. Regardless, she consented and the dressmaker returned
shortly with Edward's mother beside her.
"Oh, Alessandra! You look so
beautiful. What a lovely gown, and that colour on you shows your
Italian colouring so well."
The dressmaker took a moment to
explain to Edward's mother the situation so Alessandra could see
how the situation presented looked to her.
"Oh, I see, but
Alessandra, your new dresses will not be ready for a while yet. Why
should you not be comfortable in the meantime? I think it is a very
generous offer being made," Edward's mother said quietly,
appreciating the modesty and frugal nature of her new daughter.
That could only be good for the estate when it passed hands to the
younger generation. "I have no doubt at all that Edward will love
to see you in this," she added, with a look of knowing in her eye
as she looked at Alessandra, who smiled shyly in return.
"If you are sure, then I shall
be very happy to accept this gown from you. Thank you so much," she
said.
The dressmaker was
pleased, knowing she had secured a young woman who, in years to
come, would require a great many dresses. Smiling, she excused
herself as Edward's mother also moved toward the door.
"Keep it on, Alessandra, and
wear it to dinner. You deserve it," she said before closing the
door.
~~~~~
As Edward and his father came
into the house and walked toward the drawing room, expecting both
women to be there, Edward heard his mother's voice calling out down
the staircase.
"Go and see your wife, Edward,"
she said simply, with a look that he had not seen on his mother
before. "She is in your bedchamber." Edward initially looked
alarmed, worried something had happened. "Do not stress. She is
well, but I am sure she would like to see you immediately."
Edward raced up the stairs,
full of concern. When he entered the bedchamber, the sight before
him stopped him.
Alessandra was standing at the
window, looking out as if deep in thought. She turned to him as she
heard him come in. She gave no thought to the gown she had on. All
she could focus on was seeing Edward. She did not know why he was
looking so strangely at her.
Edward moved forward
toward her, awestruck at the sight of his wife. He touched the rich
fabric and looked at how the colour made her eyes look. With the
neckline so low, he could not stop himself from leaning in and
kissing her on the neck. His lips followed the line of the
neckline, delivering small kisses everywhere, making Alessandra
want to melt. When he had covered every piece of skin revealed to
him, he kissed her deeply on the mouth and heard her
moan.
"You look so beautiful,
Alessandra. I did not think you could look any more beautiful."
As she looked at him with her
unique blend of shyness and desire, Edward felt heavily
aroused.
"Do you like it?"
"Yes, but Alessandra, seeing
you in this fuels me greatly," Edward replied.
"Undress me," she replied,
feeling her arousal too great to not be satisfied.
It had been too long since they
had joined, they both found themselves thinking in the comfort of
their own minds. In each other's eyes, they knew it was what they
both wanted more than anything.
Edward took his time,
removing the gown as slowly as he could, kissing every new piece of
skin that became visible. Once his wife stood naked before him, he
guided her to the bed and undressed quickly before kissing her all
over. No part of her body did he neglect, taking his time teasing
her before encouraging her to climax. He held her and kissed her,
uncertain whether he could join with her still or not.
Alessandra
knew what she wanted , and she
did not allow him to have doubt. She pushed him down on the bed so
that he was lying down, and positioned herself above him. Before
she took him in, he held her back and looked at her
closely.
"Are you sure this is still
alright?"
"Yes, I shall move slowly
so I can feel if anything is uncomfortable," she said.
Edward nodded, kissed her
fully, and felt her edge her way down onto him. He closed his eyes,
feeling the sensation. It was extraordinary. Her determination to
move slowly brought about new feelings in him that overwhelmed him
greatly. He could hear her enjoying the sensations being cast on
her also. When he opened his eyes and saw her face, he knew he
would not last much longer.
Alessandra stopped suddenly and
leaned forward to kiss him deeply again, momentarily stopping his
increased level of excitement before moving again, looking into his
eyes.
"Oh, Alessandra … I … ohh …"
Alessandra heard him try to say before she felt him convulse inside
of her.
He lay still with his
eyes closed, enjoying fully the waves of pleasure flowing over him.
When he opened his eyes again, he saw her hovering over him, her
face covered in a beaming smile.
Edward smiled back at her and
pulled her down for further kisses before remembering her state of
pregnancy.
"Are you sure you are alright?"
he asked, showing his concern.
"I am. I just … needed you,"
Alessandra replied as she rested down on him fully.
"Oh, my darling, how I do love
you."