Chapter 39
"Edward!" Alessandra called out
as she saw him approaching the manor two mornings later.
Being the confident horseman he
was, Edward seemed to fly down off Beauty before he cast the reins
at the groom and rushed into his wife's arms. The young couple
kissed as if they had been apart for much longer than only three
nights.
Breaking apart,
breathless, Alessandra looked at him. She had missed him
desperately, and felt the need to be closer to him. Her desire made
her feel shy around him all of a sudden.
Edward looked at her face and
smiled in the knowledge of just how much his wife had grown to love
him. No matter how handsome his adversary was, it was he - Edward -
who held her love.
"My beautiful wife, how I have
missed you," he said before kissing her again.
Upon realising they had an
audience, he laughed softly.
"Father, Mother," he greeted
his parents.
"Edward, it is good to have you
home. Come and see us when you have given your wife the attention
she deserves," his father said, walking his wife away and leaving
the lovers to go to their room and have some privacy.
~~~~~
Once in their room, they were
immediately in each other's arms, making Edward laugh at her
enthusiasm.
"Wait, Alessandra. First,
tell me if you did get the message about your mother and father
being well."
Alessandra nodded and
smiled. "Yes. It was so kind of you to go and check on them for me.
It is a relief for me to know they are well. Were they good to you,
without me there?" she asked, curious since she'd spent the
previous three nights in the company of just his parents also, and
had found that not uncomfortable, but certainly very
strange.
"Yes, of course. They were very
kind, and I learned much about your family background, which was
good to know since that will be part of our children's heritage,"
he said as he led her to the seat by the fireplace. "Speaking of
which, how is our little one?"
As he asked, Edward placed his
hand on her belly, caressing it softly. Alessandra rested her hand
over his, having missed his touch.
"All is well, Edward. I am
happy to have you back with me. It was not the same being in bed
without you," she said, looking at him with a look that fuelled him
instantly.
"Oh, how you invigorate me,
Alessandra, even when I should be feeling so tired," Edward
said.
He looked at her fondly, trying
to back away from the desire he was feeling. As she leaned in to
kiss him, he found himself eager to please her. He gently guided
her back so she was reclining on the seat. There he let his hand
move up her leg, inside her gown, and felt her legs part as her
breathing deepened.
After moving all of the fabric
up and aside so that he could kiss her there, he heard her moan
with the pleasure he was providing her, and very quickly reach that
peak that she loved. When he pulled away from her and rearranged
her dress, he smiled at her, seeing how much more relaxed she
was.
Alessandra made to move
toward him, but he held himself back from her reach.
"Later, my lovely wife. I must
find my father and talk to him. Come down with me," he said to her
with teasing in his voice. As he held out his hands to help her up,
she tried to kiss him again.
"Do not try and tempt me any
further, Alessandra!" he laughed at her as he led her out the
door.
~~~~~
"I was
disturbed o n reading your
note, Edward. Who is this man, and why do you believe he might come
here?" Edward's father asked when the two of them were alone in the
steward's room.
"He is a man Alessandra
had feelings for before we met her. He has appeared several times
now. Since she told him in Bath that she did not want to see or
talk to him, he has been writing love letters to her, trying to
tempt her away from me," Edward said. He immediately saw distaste
on his father's face. "He was the cause of Alessandra not receiving
her mother's correspondence. He had been pretending to send them,
but instead was not. I believe it was his hope that Alessandra
would get so worried that she would go back to her village, and he
would be able to see her."
"It is a shocking business, my
son. But do you truly believe that he would dare come here?"
"I do not know. I hope not, but
he did seem particularly determined in his quest, when he spoke to
me," Edward quietly said to his father, who had a look of
increasing concern on his face.
"Very well. You and I
will begin visiting tenants tomorrow, and make sure everyone is
vigilant across the estate. In the meantime, do you agree it is
best to keep this from Alessandra and your mother?"
Edward nodded. "I do, Father. I
do not think any good could come from either of them being worried
about this."
"Very well then. Let us
not speak of it. Perhaps this man may not know where you are
living, and all this worry will be for nothing."
Edward remained silent to the
fact that Tom must know where they lived if he'd intercepted the
letters. He saw his father pause and look at him.
"I am very
proud of you , Edward. I hope
you know that."
Edward was taken aback at
such a declaration. They had always had a sound father and son
relationship, but Charles Chisholm was not generally one to talk
about his feelings.
"I am glad you convinced me to
take heed of your mother's wishes about Alessandra as a choice for
you," Charles continued. "I do not think we could ask for a better
daughter."
The expression in his father's
voice worried Edward.
"Father, are you alright? Why
are you speaking like this?"
His father smiled sadly. "Yes,
I am well, Edward. I must now do some paperwork. You are free to
return to your wife. She missed you terribly when you were
away."
"I can help you with the
paperwork…" Edward began to offer.
"No, thank you. Leave me now,"
his father said. "Tomorrow we shall resume regular duties around
our visits to the estate tenants."
Edward knew he was
dismissed. He left the room and started to head toward the drawing
room. As he walked, he passed view of the glass room and saw
Alessandra sitting peacefully and alone. For several minutes, he
stood and watched her before he entered quietly but with enough
sound to make sure she wasn't startled.
As he moved into the
room, he saw her turn to him and smile. He approached and sat
beside her on what seemed to have become her own little bench on
the property. Taking her hand in his, he looked into her eyes. They
smiled at each other before she laid her head on his shoulder.
Edward sat quietly, waiting to see if she wished to speak, but she
sat silent.
"You are very quiet," he
whispered. "What is on your mind, my lovely wife?"
Alessandra took a deep breath
before seeming to find the words to answer.
"The weather is warm most days
now. I would like to be outside more, but I do not want to risk
riding Misty in case something happens. I am scared that I may fall
or do some damage to our little one," she said, instinctively
placing a hand on her belly.
Edward sensed her impatience at
sitting still.
"I agree that it might not be
good for you to ride, but what about just walking?"
Alessandra looked up in
surprise. She had not even considered going for a long walk.
"But where could I walk
to?"
"I would not wish you to
walk anywhere alone, however, I know of a very nice path that
sneaks around behind the manor, and leads to a magical place
indeed. I would be very happy for us to walk there if you like," he
replied, making it all sound like a dream. "It is quite a walk to
get to the destination, but very flat. If you feel up to it, we
could begin walking there, and come back whenever you feel
tired."
Instantly, Alessandra
brightened and gave Edward a magnificent smile.
"Do you mean it?" she asked and
saw Edward nod, his smile broad. "Oh, but do you have to help your
father today?"
"No," Edward replied.
"Tomorrow I am going to spend the day out with him, visiting
tenants. For the remainder of today, I am all yours," he replied
indulgently. He was tired from his journey, but considered that a
long walk might be just what he needed himself, to stay awake for
the rest of the afternoon. "Let us go and visit Cook, and see what
food we can pack up in a small bag to take with us, and then we
shall head off."
~~~~~
Half an hour later,
Alessandra found herself being led through one of the back gardens
behind the manor, and then on to another garden behind that one.
Having not seen the second garden before, she was already surprised
and thought that perhaps that was their destination, but still
Edward walked. They made their way through the rear wall gate of
the second garden before entering in a bushy area with tall trees
and shade.
"Oh!" Alessandra exclaimed as
she realised she was visiting an entirely new area of the estate.
"How pretty, Edward!"
He smiled at her, letting
memories of his childhood flow over him. He remembered the days
when he would run around the estate in complete freedom. At times,
he'd explored the area for hours on end while his childhood tutor
had tried to keep watch over him from not far away.
"Are you well enough to
keep walking?" he asked.
Alessandra nodded. "Yes, I feel
fine."
"We do not have to go the full
distance today. If you tire, let me know immediately and we can
turn back and come back another day."
Alessandra held his hand
tightly. She felt more alive than she had in weeks. She relished
the feeling it inspired in her.
"I did not know that you ever
walked anywhere," she said, surprised at seeing a different side of
her husband.
Edward laughed softly. "I
do not tend to walk anywhere now, but when I was young, I spent
many hours exploring out here. I must be honest and tell you that I
had forgotten about it until you spoke earlier about getting out in
the fresh air."
"I know nothing about your
childhood, Edward. Tell me about it," Alessandra said.
For the next half an
hour, as they slowly trekked forward through the bush and forest
area, Edward shared with her story after story about different
things that had happened. He enjoyed reminiscing over such fond
memories.
Alessandra was so caught
up in his conversation, and the pictures it promoted in her head,
that when he stopped talking she almost didn't notice.
Edward quietened as he
knew they were close to where he wanted to take her. He began to
watch her face so he could see her expression as he walked her a
little bit further. As they moved closer, the sound of water could
be heard, and then began appearing louder. Finally, Alessandra
seemed to hear it.
"What is that?" she asked with
the look Edward had seen on her face so often, being that of a
scholar on a journey of learning.
Edward led her further still.
Their eyes adjusted to the light as they slowly emerged from the
darkness of the forest. Ahead of her, Alessandra could see a grassy
area with sunshine streaming onto it. Off to the right side of
that, a small body of water sat with a tall waterfall flowing into
it.
Edward watched her face,
mesmerised. On it, he saw what he'd hoped to - the sense of having
been transformed from such darkness of the forest area, into a
small but beautiful piece of paradise bathed in sunshine.
Alessandra looked at him
and smiled broadly before letting go of his hand and walking
forward. She moved until she was standing in the middle of the
grass area, with sun rays shining directly onto her. As she held
her face up to the light and closed her eyes, she listened to the
water flowing behind her. She felt like she'd woken up from sleep,
in a new dream.
Edward gained joy from
watching her. He waited before he approached her, letting her enjoy
her pleasure. When he saw her open her eyes and look at him again,
he moved forward and gladly accepted the hand held out to him as an
indication for him to join her. Quietly he put his arms around her
to hold her. He felt her cling to him as though they were going to
be apart again. When he pulled away from her, he could see she had
started to silently cry.
"Is this making you sad?" he
asked, curious.
Alessandra smiled
through her tears.
"No,
quite the contrary," she said. "I am
very, very happy, Edward. I love you so much."
As she kissed him
passionately, he indulged in it, this time welcoming it.
~~~~~
Edward pulled a blanket
out of the satchel and laid it down on the grass, encouraging
Alessandra to sit down and rest. She did so gladly, and lay back on
her back to let the sunshine flow over her. As Edward sat beside
her and contently looked down at her, he loved seeing the happiness
on her face.
After a few minutes of watching
her lie down with her eyes shut, he saw her look up at him and
reach out her hand to touch his face, guiding him down to kiss her.
Edward lay down fully beside her. They kissed for a long time, with
no move toward anything more.
"Can we make love here?" she
asked, making him laugh as he once again remembered how shy she had
been when she'd first come to the estate.
"Perhaps, but not today,
Alessandra. I do not want to risk you getting a chill, and the
weather is not as warm yet as it will get," he said stroking her
cheek softly. "In summer perhaps."
Alessandra made a face like a
child might make at being told they could not have pudding after
their meal.
"In
summer , I shall be too
large to make love!"
Edward smiled at her
indulgently.
"Then after this child is born,
we shall take our time and plan the timing of conception a little
better so that you are not with child in summer. Let us declare
that to be our baby-making time from now on, rather than baby
carrying time."
"You are so wise,
Edward," Alessandra said with humour in her voice before becoming
serious. "But Edward, will you want us to have children straight
after each other?"
"Do you mean will I want you to
become with child again as soon as a child is born?" he asked and
saw her nod in reply. "No! I would like you to have a proper amount
of time to rest and enjoy what you want to. We shall have a new
child in our lives. Let us take time to enjoy getting to know
them."
"But when I am closer to
giving birth than this, we will not be able to…" she started to
say, but then felt incredibly shy all of a sudden. "You will be …
hungry … by the time the child is born."
Edward
laughed out loud at her wording, but
kissed her to reassure her.
"You and I
are happy even without joining, are we not? " he asked. "We shall still share pleasure, just not
always like that."
"How then?" she asked,
attempting to deliver a look of innocence.
Edward laughed out loud
again. He knew she was working her magic on making him
heated.
"You know," he said, grinning
at her.
"You may need to show me,
so I can be certain," Alessandra said.
Edward swallowed hard and
kissed her before moving so he could tentatively touch inside her
dress and run his fingers up her leg. As he watched her face, she
stared back at him as he moved his finger to that place she had
discovered with him on their first night as husband and wife. He
didn't move for anything else, just moved his finger over her,
pleasuring her as he kissed her, until he felt and heard her
release.
Alessandra felt the climax and
indulged in it. No matter how far through the pregnancy she was,
her desire for him felt like it kept growing, not lessening. She
looked at him as he removed his hand and gently put her skirt back
the way it had been. Aware that it was twice he had pleasured her
since arriving home, she felt eager to return the feeling. She
kissed him passionately until he groaned in his arousal from it. As
she touched him through his clothing, she heard his groan change
and become deeper. She tried to rearrange him so she could access
him.
"Alessandra, what…" he started
to ask before she succeeded in subtly positioning the two of them,
gaining full access to him. She touched him with her hand and then
her mouth. "Oh, my love…"
Edward did not try to
argue with her anymore. Instead, he concentrated on the intense
feelings he was having. It wasn't long before he was in his climax
also. Immediately afterward, he relished the feelings going through
his body. He remained like that for several minutes before turning
his attention to Alessandra. Seeing the smile on her face, he
returned the smile with a slight laugh in his voice.
"I see you now know how we
shall survive quite nicely even without joining," he teased her.
They laughed together as he made himself presentable once again. "I
think I had better get our food out so that you have the energy to
return home."
She laughed loudly at him.
"I have not done anything
active, Edward!"
They sat up, close to one
another, both appreciating what a special moment it was. Their
laughter and conversation continued as they ate.
They did not know that
nearby, in the dark of the forest, two eyes were on
them.
~~~~~
Having seen Alessandra
and Edward from a distance as they had embarked through the bushy
area, Tom had taken the opportunity to follow them and watch them.
He hated the way they walked together, hand in hand, and laughed
together. It was painful to see the way Alessandra looked up into
her husband's eyes, and the way he looked back at her. Tom had seen
them lie down together, and the things they did to each other. The
level of pleasure they both seemed to get from that, even without
intercourse, evoked feelings in him that he found confusing. He
knew that everything that Edward had with Alessandra, he wanted. He
wanted her love, yes, but he wanted mostly her appreciation for
sexual pleasure and her body.
As he watched them from his
current position, he saw them continue to smile and laugh together,
even after they had done those things to each other. It was nothing
like what he had with his wife. Katherine did not welcome his
touch. She did not like to be kissed. The only time she laughed was
when someone said something cruel about someone else.
At some level, Tom knew
that what he was doing - following them and watching them - was not
right. Even so, he could no longer help it. Alessandra was his
object of affection. He would have her.
~~~~~
"Come, my beautiful
wife," Edward said, standing and helping Alessandra up. "We should
head back to the manor as it will start to get colder soon. This
area only has sunshine like this at the peak of the day, when the
sun is high, and only in spring and summer. All other times, it is
not so pretty. It can get very cold, being so close to the
waterfall and forest."
"We shall return?" he
heard Alessandra ask, and he gained great joy from her
enthusiasm.
"Of course," Edward
replied. "For the next few days, however, I must spend time around
the estate with Father. As much as I would certainly like to only
spend time with you like this, you and I must know everything we
need to when the estate passes to us."
Alessandra nodded,
understanding the seriousness of what he was saying. He was right
in subtly suggesting that the two of them did not work as much as
they should. She vowed to herself that she, too, would start making
working with Edward's mother a priority. The estate was, after all,
something that would be passed to their children, and their
children's children. It certainly deserved their love and
respect.
They packed up and started
their slow walk back through the forest and gardens, completely
unaware that they had not had any privacy at all on their journey
out.