Chapter 31
As they approached the manor
house the next day, they could see Edward's mother run out the
front entrance, already extending her arms to hug them as soon as
they could reach her.
"Oh my son, it is good to have
you back," she said, holding him tightly before turning to
Alessandra. "And you too, Alessandra. Are you well?" she asked,
expectantly.
"Yes, I am well, and yes, I do
now believe Edward and I are going to have our first child," she
said, smiling at Edward's mother, who let out a shriek of
happiness.
"Oh!" she said, seeming
unable to say anything more as she gathered her son and her
daughter-in-law into her arms once again. "I am happy for you
both."
She ushered them into the
house. They were then greeted by Edward's father, who came forward
to shake his son's hand, and kiss Alessandra on the
cheek.
"Alessandra is with child,"
Edward's mother informed him.
Alessandra
saw Edward's father's face grow visibly emotional before he contained it and a look of
determination showed on his face.
"Congratulations to you both.
We must all work now to help you rest, Alessandra," he started to
say.
Alessandra laughed lightly at
him.
"I shall be well, I am sure,
but thank you."
Edward spoke up, to bring
attention back to the fact that they had only just arrived
home.
"Father, I should like to get
Alessandra settled. Shall I then join you for anything that needs
attending to?"
"Yes, please, Edward,"
Charles replied. "If you can come to the steward's room when you
are free, I would like to go over some paperwork with
you."
"Mother, we shall see you
soon," Edward said, dismissing his mother and taking Alessandra's
hand to lead her upstairs to their bedroom.
Once in their room again,
he pulled her close and held her while softly kissing
her.
"I must leave to go and
see Father. What shall you do? If you need to lie down to rest, I
can let Mother know…"
"Edward, I am well. Do
not worry. I shall go down and see your mother, once I have
freshened up," Alessandra replied, kissing him and then ushering
him out the door.
Once the door was closed,
she took a moment to lie on top of the bed and be silent and alone
for a few minutes. She moved her hands over her stomach, feeling
highly protective of the little person trying to grow inside of
her. She suspected it would be something that was all
thought-encompassing for the entire household in months to
come.
She was deep in thought when
she heard a light knocking on the door. Upon opening the door,
Alessandra saw Margaret curtsey to her.
"Good afternoon, Miss. Do
you need anything?" she asked.
"Now, Margaret, be honest
with me and tell me if someone sent you here to fuss over me,"
Alessandra said, prompting the older woman to smile at
her.
"Mistress has asked me to stay
close by in case you need help with anything," she replied. "Do you
need your case unpacked, perhaps?"
Alessandra nodded and opened
the door wider to allow Margaret access into the room.
"Thank you. I would appreciate
that," she said and watched as her items were carefully removed
from her case and laid out for sorting. "And thank you again for
our conversations." She paused as she saw Margaret look up at her
with a wondering look on her face. "I do now believe that I am with
child, so I may lean on you more in the coming months."
Margaret smiled broadly and
then toned it down in remembering her place.
"Of course, Miss. I am always
here."
~~~~~
Alessandra made her way
downstairs to find Edward's mother. Upon not seeing her in the
drawing room, she ventured further back in the house, through the
kitchen, and into the garden. Still unable to find her, she decided
to go to her own preferred place for sitting and thinking. As she
entered the glass room, she saw Edward's mother sitting on a bench,
looking like she was deep in thought.
"Are you well?" she asked her
mother-in-law and saw her jump slightly.
"Oh, Alessandra, I did
not hear you enter. Yes, child, I am well. Come. Sit with
me."
After Alessandra had sat down,
Edward's mother continued.
"How are you feeling?
Physically."
"I feel as well as I did
before I learned I am carrying a child," Alessandra replied. "I do
not notice any difference yet."
"Alessandra, I understand
you were tentative about announcing, because you are aware that I
was told long ago that I could not have any more
children."
Alessandra nodded.
"You must forget such
thinking. My time for children is gone, and even if it was not -
even if I were a young woman in my youth and wanting to start a
family - this is nothing you should hide. It is joyous, and
something to celebrate. Edward's father and I look forward to
seeing our son become a father, and us being able to meet our
grandchildren. It is something that brings us
happiness."
"Thank you. I shall try to not
do anything that might … harm … the baby," Alessandra replied.
For a long while, the two of
them then sat quietly in contemplation.
"We have a good physician in
Bath, who you may see as you wish to. If you would prefer, you are
welcome to find another one. You might also like to find a midwife
who can help you when your time is near."
"I do not know how to find such
people," Alessandra replied.
"Worry not. We are all here to
support you, and I will put the word out for a midwife. Someone
will know of one who has been used recently and is spoken highly
of."
"Thank you."
~~~~~
That evening, in the quiet of
their bedroom, Edward and Alessandra stood in front of the fire.
They held each other and kissed deeply while slowly undressing each
other. Being in the privacy of their room again, Edward felt more
at ease in making love to his wife. He took great care and joy in
removing her clothing at a pace that seemed almost unbearable to
Alessandra, who found herself wanting him more and more, and with
greater urgency.
Finally naked, she lay back on
the seat by the fire and rejoiced in the feeling of Edward
pleasuring her with his mouth.
"I am still going to keep doing
this to you, even after the time passes where we cannot join,
Alessandra," he said.
Alessandra did not say
anything. Instead, she focused on the delicious feelings he
produced in her. Soon she was tipped over the edge in a moment of
blissful release.
As he came up to her level, she
kissed him passionately and enticed him to enter her, hearing him
groan deeply. No matter how often they joined, that first moment of
entry always felt like something that had never been felt
before.
After Edward climaxed inside of
her, he clung to her. He felt the depth of how much he had come to
truly love her, despite how rocky things had looked when they had
first met.
Alessandra held him,
reading his emotion and rejoicing in their suitability in marriage
and physical love. She encouraged him to stand up so they could
both move into the bed. As they stood up, Edward looked closer at
his wife and touched her belly softly.
"You are starting to grow now,"
he said, smiling at her as his hand moved over the very slight bump
that had started to form. "You become more beautiful every
day."