Chapter 13
The next
day , Alessandra went through
a similar ritual again. After putting on her riding habit, she
walked with Edward out to the stable. There he helped her up onto
her pony and led her around, helping her to feel more
comfortable.
"Are you ready to try
taking the reins yourself?" he finally asked. She looked so afraid
that, for a moment, he thought he'd made the completely wrong
suggestion to her. Then he saw her she smile through that
fear.
"I can try, Edward,"
Alessandra replied. "But she will not be able to run off with me,
will she?"
"We are in an
enclosed space , and the gates
are all closed," Edward reassured her. "I am sure she will not run,
but if she does, you need to hold on and relax. Soon enough, she
will stop."
He had meant to relax
her, but instead made her feel more afraid than she had been. When
he handed her the reins and talked her through what to do with her
hands and her legs, to guide the pony, Alessandra found herself
automatically in student mode again, set on learning and practising
what he was teaching her.
As she started to move
off by herself, putting her theory into practice, Alessandra felt a
blend of fear mixed in with pride as she realised she was riding a
horse! When she wanted it to move left, it was moving left. When
she wanted it to move right, it was moving right. She found it
exhilarating. She didn't want to trot, or move quickly in any way,
so she was happy enough being on the pony as it walked slowly
around the stable yard. She didn't dare look up at anyone else. She
wanted to maintain her concentration on the pony and her
alone.
"Can you walk her back to
me?" she heard Edward call out. She looked up briefly to see where
he was from her. With confidence slowly growing, she moved the pony
closer to him. As she neared him, he came up to her and smiled
brilliantly up at her.
"You are a
natural," he said to her and saw her instantly blush. "After a few
more days of this , we shall
take the horses out for a slow walk together up to the summit," he
continued, pointing up the hill not far from the house.
As
Alessandra looked at Edward
doubtfully, she saw him laugh at her.
"We will go at a pace you are
comfortable with. Do not worry," he said, helping her down from the
pony again.
Knowing their parents
were not nearby, watching, Edward took longer before he set her
apart from him, enjoying being so close to her again. In the
evenings, he'd started to find himself thinking about her in her
future role as his wife. He knew things were changing inside of
him, as he considered her in a much different way from when she'd
first arrived.