Chapter 1
Alessandra sat on the stone
bench in front of her home, enjoying feeling the sunshine beaming
down on her face. Already 18 years of age, she'd reached a point in
her life where she could appreciate the life that she led at home
with her parents. As a family, they weren't as well off as some
people in the village, but she knew they also weren't in such a
dire position as others.
Her young puppy, Fern,
lay at her feet. He basked in the warmth they both knew was coming
to an end. It was autumn, and the trees before Alessandra were
almost bare of leaves. The ground nearby was intensely covered with
the colours of orange and yellow.
Day to day, Alessandra
spent her time obediently doing whatever chores her mother or
father placed on her shoulders. When she wasn't sewing, feeding the
chickens, or helping in other areas of their home, she indulged in
reading novels. It was exciting to let her mind wander to lives and
places far more exotic than her own. She'd been fortunate to have
been raised with a tutor and a governess. Both had taught her
skills in language, etiquette, and music. What her mother had
taught her throughout her whole life to date was what she'd need to
know when she would one day go off with a husband to a new
home.
Whenever Alessandra had
thought about marriage, she'd always been excited by the idea of
it. Almost all of the girls in her immediate area were already
married and in homes of their own before they'd turned eighteen.
Having attended one wedding ceremony after another, Alessandra had
started to believe that marriage might not be the chosen path for
her after all. It wasn't that she had no opportunity to meet young
men. A year earlier, she'd found herself quite enraptured with Tom
Missinger. A handsome young man, he'd danced with her at many
village assemblies over the preceding year or so. Alessandra had
let herself believe that he loved her and would want to marry her.
That was before she'd found out that he'd gone away and married
another.
She still couldn't
identify how she'd so mistakenly read his intentions. She didn't
understand why he hadn't told her if he'd had no interest in her as
a potential suitor. He seemed to have sought her out on the
evenings of the balls. He'd complimented her, and made sure she
always had places for him on her dance card. It had thrilled her to
be close to him, even just in dance. To her, he was the most
handsome young man in her acquaintance, with his easy-going manners
effortlessly making her laugh and feel much at ease.
Since realising she had greatly
misread his intentions, Alessandra had built a more solid resolve
around her. She'd raised an armour to make sure she wasn't so
easily misled for a second time. She would never again misconstrue
any man's feelings towards her.
Having a
different ethnicity blend compared to other people in their
village, with her Italian mother and an English father, she knew in
her heart that she was plain. She expected she would never turn any
man's head through prettiness. The question that played on her mind
was simply that of wondering what her life would entail if
she truly was not intended for marriage.
"Alessandra," she heard her
mother call from inside the house. "Can you come and help me
please?"
Alessandra abruptly stood
up, waking up Fern in the process. After the young puppy jumped to
attention, they looked at each other.
"Sun time is over for me,
Fern," Alessandra said before walking into her home.
She found her mother, Isabella,
in the kitchen, looking busy as she looked through the storage of
jars and boxes.
"Oh, Alessandra,"
Isabella said on seeing her daughter approach. "I think it is a
good day for you and I to head out to the garden and harvest as
much as we can. We need to ensure that whatever is out there is
adequately stored for winter. It feels like a cold front is coming.
We must be prepared for it."
Alessandra nodded at her
mother. She'd often quietly wondered how her mother and father were
both so handsome and yet had made her - someone so plain. She
quickly dismissed the thought from her head. Such thoughts fell
under the umbrella of vanity - something she'd been taught she
shouldn't let herself fall victim to.
The two of them walked
out the back door and into the sprawling area behind the house.
Alessandra imagined that sometime in the past it must have been
wonderfully well kept, tidy, and structured. Now, with only the
family plus one married couple to help in and around the house, it
always seemed like there was never enough time to keep on top of
everything that the property demanded.
As
Alessandra walked alongside her
mother, she felt particularly plain and dull. In her mother, she
saw beauty, confidence, and a true sense of power. Alessandra knew
her parents had presented the world with four children. The first
two hadn't survived past infancy. Now there was only Alessandra and
her older brother, Nicholas, and he was already married and well
settled with his own family underway in their own home.
Watching her mother
begin to harvest what was left of the late fruit, vegetables, and
herbs, Alessandra began to suspect there was more to their time
outside together. She waited patiently as her mother seemed to
gather her words and then finally spoke.
"Alessandra, you know
that we have always told you that one day you will marry," her
mother began, making Alessandra's heart skip a beat at the words.
"You also know that we do not have such a level of land or income
that may have presented you with suitors to choose from as you
wished."
Alessandra nodded. She
had no idea about their financial situation as a family, but
guessed money wasn't too readily available, given how they lived.
She remained silent as she saw her mother stop walking and look
intently at her.
"We have
found a young man who you are to become betrothed to,"
Isabella said, surprising Alessandra
all the more. At the astonished look on her daughter's face,
Isabella continued. "This young man lives on a large family estate
near Bath. It is a good match for you."
"But, Mother, why should
he want to marry me, knowing that I have nothing to offer him?"
Alessandra asked. She was confused about how such a thing could
have come about, given how hopeless the idea of marriage had seemed
only minutes earlier.
Her mother looked at her
deeply.
"Because you
do have something to offer him, Alessandra ," Isabella said before pausing to wonder how her
daughter would receive the news about to be delivered. "Although we
have never advertised it, your father and I have had money put
aside for you through all these years, for your dowry."
"We are not poor?"
Alessandra asked meekly, still not understanding. On hearing what
her mother had just said, she felt like she was in
shock.
Her mother took her hand and
led her to a stone bench in the sunny corner of the garden
wilderness.
"Your
grandparents - my mother and father - were distantly related to the
royal family in Italy ," said
Isabella. "They were very wealthy. When they died, they left a
considerable amount of money in trust for your dowry. It has never
been touched as you had to wait till you turned eighteen until you
could access it. Now that you are of age, it can be used for the
purpose it was intended."
"Then this man who wishes
to marry me … what he actually desires is this money?" Alessandra
asked her mother. She could still not see what the attraction would
be for this other mystery family.
Her mother looked at her and
took her hand.
"Alessandra,
it is every woman's right and duty to marry, set up their own
home , and start their own
family. This family is a farming family. They have much land and
many tenants. What they do not have is the level of ready money
they would like to keep their estate well cared for. Therefore, yes
- they wish for this match due to the size of the dowry you will
take with you."
Alessandra considered the
situation being presented to her. She'd known this was how
marriages were formed, of course. Marriage was a recipe of two
parties needing something from each other, but as Isabella spoke,
Alessandra felt like she was simply an item, being put up for
sale.
"What if they
take this money but then they do not want me ?" she asked.
"Where will that leave me?"
"You seem more worried about
the issue of the money than the issue of getting married," Isabella
replied.
Alessandra
took a moment to think about this news. Some man she didn't know,
wanted to marry her. Only, he didn't necessarily want to
marry her because he had never met her - or had
he?
"Have I met this man?" she
asked her mother, who shook her head.
"No, you have never met
anyone in this family," Isabella replied. "They live far away, and
have only contacted us via post."
"How does he know that he wants
to marry me? He might see me and then run away," Alessandra said,
making her mother laugh softly.
"Oh, Alessandra, he will
not want to run away when he sees you!" Isabella reassured her.
"But it is his father and mother who are initiating this, not the
young man himself. I suspect he has as little to do with this
decision as you do."
"Have you already
accepted?" Alessandra asked her mother, not at all certain how she
was feeling about the news.
"No," Isabella replied as
she shook her head. "Your father and I agreed that we would talk to
you first, and see how you felt about it. We will not force you.
With the kind of money that was left to you, you do have the power
to make your own choice. But this family seems honourable and well
known, Alessandra. They will introduce you to good social standing.
I also understand the estate is vast, which will be something for
you to pass on to your children."
"But will it be, in any
way, good for you and Father if I do this?" Alessandra
asked.
"It will mean
security for you ," Isabella said,
nodding. "Your father and I will not be around forever. We would
like to see you settled. We want to know you are being taken care
of, and you are old enough now to be married and starting your own
family."
At the thought of that,
Alessandra blushed. In the few novels she'd read, there had been
mention of what happened between husband and wife in the dark of
night. It equally frightened her and intrigued her. To dispel such
thoughts, she looked at her mother and nodded.
"Mother, if
you think this is the right thing for me to do, I will marry this
man ," she said. "I should
like you and Father to be there with me when I meet him, however.
Will you be?"
"We will all go to their
family estate and spend some time there before you are officially
betrothed," Isabella replied, smiling. "If you do not wish to marry
him, you may tell me or your father why, and we will consider what
is to be done then."
Alessandra leaned in and
hugged her mother. She'd long wondered if such a day would come.
Now she had to prepare herself for the reality to
happen.
"But what will happen to Fern?"
she asked quietly.
To that
question, s he received no
response.