39. Mal

39

MAL

I couldn't hold back any longer.

Any restraint that I had was now gone and all that was left was the insatiable need to make her mine.

For good.

Our tongues dueled together in a war of distress. Needing the other closer until somehow we became one. We poured every angered thought, every emotion and every doubt into our kiss.

I never stood a chance against this foolish, beautiful fucking girl.

Not one.

The moment she found me tonight, I knew there was no way I'd be leaving without her. As pissed off as I was and still am, I couldn't deny that she held the key to my soul. Something I never thought would happen.

It only took a girl from my past to waltz back into my life and change everything.

I continued to ravage her mouth with soft bites and long swipes of my tongue. Her moans spurred me on, her scent made me feral, but it was her bravery that made me want to cherish her body like the goddess she truly was.

I leveraged my hands on her waist while hers found their way to the back of my head where she urged me on. Yanking and pulling on my hair, she was driving me fucking crazy. To the point my cock was now pressing painfully against my pants and needed a way out.

"Mal…" She groaned between our kisses. "We should…" I silenced her with more of my tongue, afraid she might tell me to stop.

There was no stopping me now. Physically, I couldn't, as nothing in my life felt more perfect than her.

More right.

But I needed more.

I was desperate and full of pent-up energy that she created. My blood was running hot and my cock felt as though it would burst. So sinking my teeth into her bottom lip one last time, I pulled away on a grunt and peered down into her lust-filled gaze that only heightened my need.

"On your knees," I growled, but it came out as more like begging.

Her eyes widened.

"Mal… What if someone catches us?" She lowered her stare from mine as a burst of possessiveness filled me.

"No one is going to come in here, and if they did, I wouldn't let anyone get their eyes on you," I swore to her and with the swipe of her tongue along the seam of her mouth, I knew I had her.

"Just listen to me, Doe. Please, before I come to my senses." I took my hand off her hip and threaded my fingers through her silky-like hair. "Drop down onto your knees, I fucking ache for your mouth."

Her eyes had snapped up toward mine again. Shock and blatant desire stared back at me.

It was everything and more.

Never had I seen a look so raw and erotic, yet filled with adoration. It made me tremble from head to toe in yearning.

Then ever so slowly, she began to drop in front of me. Knees bending, eyes fluttering, I watched in awe as the woman of my dreams dropped to her knees. But before she fully could, I stripped off my jersey and laid it onto the cold ice in front of her so her knees wouldn't freeze.

Halfway down, she peered up at me.

"Thank you." Her throat bobbed and her eyes scaled the length of me before continuing her descent.

"Careful," I mumbled under my breath as I held an arm out for her just in case she needed it. Once she was right where I needed her, every instinct in me told me to take her.

It was a surreal moment to have her like this in front of me. Even Doe looked like she couldn't believe what she was doing, but the evident desire in us both was enough to say, "Fuck it."

If she was mine like she said she was, then it was about time I made her mine.

Eyes lowered, I focused on Doe's hazy expression. Her palms gripped each one of her thighs, but I could sense her need to grab me.

Reach for me, so I gave her a little push.

"Take me out," I demanded.

Her throat bobbed once again. Though she looked hesitant, my brave girl lifted her hands from her thighs and reached for my waistline where she began to unlace the ties.

The movement caused a surge of desire to spread throughout my chest.

Soft, unsure hands, a woman that I never thought I'd be able to have… I couldn't watch her any longer, so I dropped my head back and slammed my eyes shut on a groan.

Then the second I felt cool air hit along my hardened cock, I knew she had pulled me out.

"God, Mal." She sighed. "You're beautiful."

I almost died right then and there from her praise. She had no clue the effect her words had on me. The way they made me feel and how I wanted to listen to her speak forever.

I felt like luckiest bastard on this earth to have her and I knew I couldn't fuck it up.

"Could never come close to you." I took the opportunity to peer back down at her and noticed her eyeing me like she was starved.

So unlike the stubborn woman who had stormed her way back into my life all those weeks ago and pretended like I didn't affect her.

Look at her now.

All mine.

Then taking my hand, I used the pad of my finger to swipe along the bottom of her lip. Her tongue then darted out and caught the tip.

My chest inflated.

I removed my finger from her mouth before weaving my whole hand through the hair on the back of her head and gave it a stern tug.

"Now wrap those gorgeous lips around me."

A flash of uncertainty filled her eyes, but it quickly vanished when she wrapped her small hand around my thickness and smiled.

Fuck.

My hips jerked.

Then something like out of a fantasy, I watched as she lowered her mouth onto me. She placed a small, gentle kiss to my tip, then swirled her tongue around it a few times before fully sinking down onto it.

My eyes rolled.

Fuck, her mouth felt like heaven.

"Like this?" she asked as she dipped down low, but not low enough.

"No, baby, open up and let me in."

Her mouth widened on a whimper and my hips surged forward. Her throat contracted around my cock and after a few more practiced strokes, she finally found her rhythm.

Stroking, sucking, teasing, she had me in a state of euphoria.

"So fucking good," I praised as the tip of my cock grazed the back of her throat.

With my hand still clutching tightly onto the back of her head, I wanted my other touching her as well. So lowering the other hand on a wince, I cradled her cheek and wiped away at the tears she had from gagging on me.

Such a stunning sight, I couldn't tear my eyes away from her.

"Look at you, Doe. So fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth."

Her answer was a low, vibrating moan.

I knew I was getting close, but I didn't want this to end. I held on as long as I could, but it was a nearly impossible task to do.

It didn't make it any easier when I had Doe peering up at me under her lashes with a look that told me she wanted much more than my cock in her mouth.

"You're going to make me come in your mouth if you keep looking at me like that," I warned, and in return, she took me in deeper.

Her lips were made for this.

Made for me—and I fully intended on showing her that mine was just as lethal.

My toes began to curl from the intensity of my impending orgasm and I almost fell onto my ass because of it. Her motions were becoming more vigorous, more determined, and soon I was on the precipice of destruction.

Then with the hold I had on her head, I brought her back down onto my cock one last time before I erupted.

Before I let everything go and filled her throat with my cum.