Chapter Thirty-One

Jude

As soon as we entered my room and closed the door, I took Rissa in my arms. The kiss was long and deep and we were both breathing hard when we came up for air. I'd left on the bedside light and could see the flare of passion in her eyes.

But still…

"Damn," I muttered. "I wanted to take it slow and easy. I didn't mean to pounce as soon as the door closed."

Her laughter was like a breath of fresh air. Damn, I'd missed her. "If you hadn't pounced, I would have. Before Amon took me, all I thought about was having sex with the three of you. The wait has been too damned long."

She began unbuttoning my shirt, then shoved it off my shoulders. "I love looking at the three of you naked. You have fantastic muscles.

Never wanting to disappoint, I shoved the metal button of my jeans through the hole and tugged the zipper down. It only took a moment to get rid of them and my briefs.

She stepped back, staring boldly at my me. "Beautiful," she said with awe, and my ego went up a few notches. My brain stopped functioning when she lightly ran her fingers up my stiff cock. I trembled with the need to fuck her, but I still wanted to take it slow.

Rissa surprised me when she pulled my head back down for a kiss. Maybe slow was out of the question because I couldn't wait any longer. My tongue sparred with hers. Damn, she tasted hot and spicy, and I didn't need any more encouragement. I moved my hands behind her and unzipped her dress.

We broke apart long enough for me to push it off her shoulders. The soft material puddled at her feet. With one snap of my fingers, I unfastened her bra, then slid the straps down her arms, deliberately moving slowly.

"You're breathtaking," I said after I dropped the bra on the floor. Her breasts were full but not too big. The areolas dusky rose, and the nipples tight. I pinched them between my thumb and forefinger, rolling them slightly.

She gasped. "That feels good."

I massaged one as I took the other in my mouth, scraping my teeth across the tight nipple. I loved hearing her moan and whisper my name. I would have her doing a lot more than that before the night was over.

I released her breasts and sank to my knees, slipping my fingers into the waistband of her yellow panties. I slowly began to pull them down. I leaned forward, kissing her stomach, then the area above her mound. Without pulling her silky panties down farther, I leaned forward and nibbled on her pussy.

She cried out. "Jude."

"What, sweetheart? What do you want?"

"More. I want more."

"What? This?" I pulled her panties down the rest of the way, then pressed my face against her pussy. She smelled sweet, like peaches. I knew it was the bath gel in her shower. Then, I began to nibble and lick her folds. She grabbed my head and held on.

I lifted one leg out of her panties and spread her legs a little wider. Damn, I used to have dreams of fucking her with my tongue just like this. I inserted a finger inside her and began to slowly move in, then out, while I continued to fuck her pussy with my tongue.

She was tight, but I inserted another finger inside her. Something close to a gurgle erupted out of her. She was moving her hips now, meeting each thrust. Her ragged breathing filled the room. It was a hell of a turn-on.

She began to quiver and then cried out. I brought my fingers out but licked up her slit a couple more times before placing small kisses on her pussy.

She began sliding down the wall, melting against me as she wrapped her arms around my neck. I pulled her in closer, her pussy resting against my engorged cock. She surprised me once more when she raised and brought herself down, impaling her body on top of me. My cock jerked as her tight channel closed around it.

We stayed just like this for a moment, holding each other close. "Damn, I've waited so fucking long for this, Rissa. You don't know how many nights I dreamed about you, then would wake up, and you weren't there beside me. It was pure fucking torture."

"Never again," she said, leaning back just a little and meeting my eyes.

"Never again," I promised. "Hold on." She immediately obeyed and wrapped her arms around my neck. I grabbed her ass and held her tight against me as I came to my feet. She brought her legs around my waist, locking them in place. I sank deeper inside her heat as I backed up against the wall to catch my breath, erotic sensations washing over me. For a moment, we stayed just like that. Then I began to slowly move in and out of her body.

We never lost eye contact as I fucked her. She was mine, she was Ezra's, she was Caspian's, and we'd never let her go. If anyone ever tried to take her away from us again, we'd fucking end them.

I exploded inside her, growling my pleasure.

She came a moment later. I watched her face. I saw the exquisite beauty of someone who enjoyed making love. She smiled shyly as her world slowed again, and I chuckled. Damn, I loved this woman. She contradicted everything I thought she was—one moment bold and confident, then in the next breath, unsure and shy.

"Let's get cleaned up," I said, and she nodded.

We showered after we caught our breath. I soaped her, she soaped me.

"You have a really big cock," she said.

I laughed, then quickly sobered. "I didn't hurt you, did I?"

She shook her head. "I enjoyed every minute of it." She took the sprayer down and began to wash the soap off me, but when she got to my cock, she stopped and moved to her knees. She ran her thumb over the tip. "It feels rubbery." She looked up at me. "I wonder what it tastes like. Do you mind?"

I drew in a sharp breath when she didn't wait for me to answer but took me into her mouth and began to gently suck.

Aww, fuck. I was going to lose my ever-loving mind. Her mouth was so sweet on my cock. I tangled my fingers in her hair and leaned against the shower wall. My hips automatically began to rock. She licked up the side, swirling her tongue against the tip, then sucking me back inside her mouth.

I knew I was about to come, and I didn't want to inside her mouth. At least, not tonight. I pulled her up by her arms, then kissed her long and deep as I moved between her legs. I entered her and then began to move in, then out. She grabbed my shoulders to hang on and then began to meet each thrust. We came at the same time, then held onto each other until we caught our breath.

"Maybe next time we'll make love in bed," she said.

I began to laugh. This was my Rissa. My Rissa was home. I knew I would never have been able to love another woman like I loved her right now. She was my heart and soul.

After we washed again, we stepped out of the shower and dried off, which was a fucking hot experience in itself. I got down on my knees in front of her and dried the folds of her pussy. I loved staring at her. Before I came to my feet, I licked up her slit, then placed a kiss on her sweet pussy.

She sighed with pleasure. I really shouldn't be doing this. We had a big day tomorrow and needed to rest, but fuck, I couldn't get enough of her.

Once we were in bed, I pulled her into my arms. I couldn't let her go, either. Her naked front snuggled against my bare skin. I loved that her tits were pressed against my chest.

"I'm sorry I tried to kill you," she whispered.

I immediately sobered. "That wasn't you. You were a product of Amon's sick, twisted mind. But he couldn't completely wipe away your beliefs or the fact you had an unbreakable bond with us."

"I'm still sorry."

"Since we're apologizing, I have to apologize for the fact that Amon was even able to take you and make us believe you were dead. We should've looked deeper into the accident. You were always such a careful driver. We were so distraught over losing you that we took everything at face value. So, you see, we're sorry, too. You shouldn't have had to go through hell for so long. I should've known you were still alive. Maybe deep down, I felt something was off. I thought it was because I missed you so damned much."

There was silence for a moment, and then she began to speak again.

"I guess we all made mistakes. I'm sorry about your dad dying, too. I wasn't around him that much, but I liked him."

"He liked you, too. He wasn't always fatherly, but we still loved him."

"I think I know when he died. It was about two years after Amon took me, right?"

"Yes, how did you know?"

"I didn't know why at the time, but Amon was more furious than I'd ever seen him. He kept screaming something about him being too late to kill someone. He'd worked me doubly hard that day and the rest of the week. He kept telling me how stupid I was and that if I didn't do better, he would kill me."

"After tomorrow night, you won't have to worry about him anymore. We're going to take care of him."

"Just don't forget I'm going along, too."

"No, we haven't forgotten, but we also want to keep you safe. We don't want to take a chance of losing you ever again."

"You'll never lose me. Don't forget, I can take care of myself now."

I hesitated, but I knew it had to be said. "You never got a chance to go to college or to date anyone. Caspian said you had still been a virgin. If you want to go to college and date other men, that's your right."

"You really wouldn't mind me dating other men?"

I chuckled. "I didn't say I wouldn't mind. I just said we would let you if that's what you wanted." And I pitied the poor guy who would even try.

"Well, I don't want to, so you can stop thinking about it. Regarding college, I don't know whether I want to go. For now, I want to get used to being me. I also like the idea of getting to know the three of you again. I enjoy the sex, too."

I laughed outright at that. Our Rissa was definitely back. Now we had to do everything to keep her safe.

And kill Amon. Yes, we definitely had to do that.