Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Thirteen

Sharon

Iconcentrated on breathing in and out, trying to ignore the way the fake knot inside me pressed on the nerves in my pussy and kept me on edge. It was hard to think through the haze of my heat, but the bond pulsing in my chest was enough to keep me from drifting away again just yet.

The thought of being denied children had crushed him, but Alex hid it well, and he'd released me from the forced position. As fucked up as this situation was, I felt bad for hurting him, especially when the omega part of me was wholly onboard with his plan.

Was I insane for wanting nothing more than to please him? Was it just the hormones, or the bond?

Alex went back to stroking my hair as he watched me in silence. We both knew I didn't have long before the waves of my heat pulled me back under and took away all thought of anything but having him inside me, and with his mark on my neck I craved him more than I'd ever thought it possible to want an alpha, but it felt like there was something between us now. Something that even the kidnapping hadn't caused.

"Why me? Why like this?"

His lips lifted, although the smile didn't reach his eyes. There was more chocolate visible around the black center, but his pupils were still dilated, and I was sure mine were worse.

"Because you're perfect. I've always avoided omegas, but you were too much to resist. I couldn't stand the thought of not having you, of you not being mine."

I let out a sigh that was half groan.

Alphas and their neanderthal ways.

"You could have asked me out. I'd have said yes. Then we could have discussed bonding in the future instead of rushing into it."

He was shaking his head before I finished, a frown drawing his features down and making him look like the haughty beast he'd been on the stage, sitting on his throne. My pussy clenched around the dildo at the reminder.

"I couldn't risk you denying me, and I couldn't wait. I wanted you too much. Want you too much. I had to make you mine, now, before anything happened to take you away."

I was growing too warm curled up on my side, so I turned to my back as I rolled my eyes, letting my arms flop on the mattress. Obviously my new mate wasn't familiar with waiting, or asking for permission.

My core clenched again, the traitor perfectly fine with the alpha taking what he'd wanted. My skin was startling to crawl, my belly cramping despite being bloated with his cum, and it was too hard to think of the future when my body demanded I focus on now.

Pulling one of the blankets up to my face, I rubbed it on my cheek and breathed in the scent of him drenching the fabric. The entire bed was covered in the softest bedding I'd ever felt, and he'd gotten it all for me. I could feel the way he wanted to please me just as much as he wanted to dominate and command me, and my nature wanted me to let him.

I wiggled on the bed, grabbing another blanket to rub on my stomach and chest. The sensation soothed the itching, making me purr without thought.

"I'd do anything you asked of me to keep you purring like that forever."

His conviction poured through the bond, the truth, and the darkness, behind the words obvious. I had no trouble imagining him destroying the world for me if it was what I wanted.

Lips curling in a grin, I rolled to my belly and pulled my knees under me, watching as his eyes darkened when they swept up the curve of my spine. I kept up the purr as I reached out to run a finger down his chest, the corse hairs raising as goosebumps broke out from the point of contact.

"Then pull the dildo out of me."

His motion was smooth, coiled power, and my pussy spasmed again. If it wasn't for the silicone knot plugging me, I'd have been dripping slick.

His cock swayed between his legs as he moved to where he could reach the handle extending from me, his tip ruddy and leaking. It didn't take much for alphas to recharge, even after a release as large as what he'd pumped into me, and the need to have him inside me again was growing, but I was going to test him first.

I whined as the knot deflated, a gush of fluid rushing from my stretched opening as soon as there wasn't anything holding it inside anymore, but instead of simply pulling the dildo out, Alex twisted it inside me, working it in and out a little before drawing the length from me and rubbing my clit with it. Everything was sensitive and it felt good enough that I knew he could make me come with just that, but I wasn't ready to give up control just yet.

"Now, lay down," I gasped between moans.

I couldn't stop myself from rocking against the toy and almost whined again when he pulled it away to do as I'd commanded. His lips twitched when he met my gaze, as if he'd guessed my game, but since he was behaving, I kept purring.

He had to spread his legs to lay in the middle of the bed since I was in the way, and that left his cock directly in front of my face. I could smell our combined fluids on him, the thick length lying up along his belly as his heavy sack dangled beneath. It was instinctive to crawl closer and nuzzle where his scent was strongest, the precum leaking from his tip smearing my cheeks as I moved from one side to the other. My mouth watered, and there was no reason for me to hold back when what I wanted was laid out for me.

I flicked my tongue along the vein going up the center of his shaft, making his cock flex as if it had a mind of its own and was trying to get closer to my mouth. Keeping my head down to hide my grin, I gave it another small lick, moving lower instead of up toward the head.

Alex growled when I sucked one ball into my mouth, laving it with my tongue as the flavor of us burst across my taste buds. It was salty and sweet, musky and rich. It soothed a craving I hadn't realized I had.

Fingers tangled in the hair at the back of my head, and I had just enough control to remember to pull away, cutting off my purr.

"Ah, ah, ah! No touching."

His growl deepened, the glare he shot me dark and full of promise for later. I knew I'd pay for testing him, but I'd pay gladly once I knew how far he'd let me take it.

"Hands on the headboard."

His gaze remained locked on me as he lifted his arms, his hands curling around the wood behind him hard enough I was surprised I didn't hear it cracking. I was too distracted to focus on the details of the headboard, but it seemed like where he'd grabbed was carved into grips, although they looked small for his big hands.

Slick leaked down my thighs as my channel clenched, and I bit my lip. I had no problem taking control of my pleasure, but I still preferred to be dominated, and it went against instinct to give the alpha orders. Still, I purred for him when he behaved, and dropped my head back to his shaft.

If anything, it looked larger. Angry and throbbing, bobbing with every heartbeat pushing more blood through it.

Pressing my tongue to the base, just below where his knot already bulged, I licked all the way up to the crown, meeting his gaze again as I wrapped my lips around his tip. The muscles along his body tensed, cords of strength standing out beneath his flesh, but he kept his hands on the grips.

I rewarded him by purring harder and taking more of him into my mouth. My jaw was stretched wide, yet my teeth still scraped along the sides as I pushed until his spongy crown lodged in the opening to my throat.

Alex bared his teeth as his hips bucked upward. I pulled off of him, my saliva glossing his length as it smacked against his belly.

"Kitten."

He growled the word, a threat that made me shiver even as I smiled. I might have been little and cute like a kitten compared to him, but he'd learn I had claws sharp enough to sting if this was ever going to work between us.

"You want me to trust you?" I asked as I crawled up his body, making sure my nipples dragged along his flesh, his cock jumping to thwack against my sternum. "Then you're going to lay there, hands on the headboard, and you're not going to come."

Those dark eyes widened as I settled over his hips and reached between us to take hold of his shaft. I notched his head at my entrance, fresh slick and our mixed release dripping from me to lubricate his shaft even more.

"But, you can trust me."

His chest rose and fell beneath my hands as if he'd exerted himself already, his heart pounding under my palm. I could feel his worry slithering through the bond between us even though I knew he was trying to hold it back, and I only grinned wider.

"Then prove it."

I sank down his length, freeing the moan that built over the way he stretched me. My nerves zinged with pleasure, my core massaging the thickness invading it inch by inch.

Alex's jaw flexed, his expression turning stony even as determination filled the bond between us. It was still weak, incomplete, but I knew it was enough to be irreversible, and I had no plans to live my life in pain from denying it. I'd always prided myself on being able to roll with the things life threw at me, and as far as obstacles, Alex was one I wasn't upset about having to climb.

I forced myself over his partially swollen knot, grinding my clit against him before lifting myself again. The slow drag of his cock inside me made my channel clench, my nerves buzzing with pleasure, but it wouldn't be enough to push me over the edge, nor would it be enough to test him.

I let myself drop, my opening catching on his knot before I took it as well. The bulge pushed on the pleasure centers inside me, but it was still small enough for me to pull off again, and again.

Tendons in Alex's arms and neck stood out as tension built throughout his body while I rode him. Sweat beaded along my spine, my purr growing stuttered as I panted with the exertion. I could feel an echo of the pleasure building inside me through the bond, knew how badly he wanted to snap his hips up and let his release flow, but he held it back with a continuous low growl.

I'd have laughed if I'd had the spare thought or breath, but instincts had taken over, and all I could think of was reaching that cliff and leaping from it, as far and high as I could. My nails bit into the flesh beneath my palms, leaving little red crescents that made my nose twitch, and as I was forced to slow because of his swelling knot, I leaned forward to lick the ones over his heart.

"Mine."

It took a moment to register that the possessive growl was coming from me. Alex's rumble almost drowned it out, but I felt the flare in the bond saying he'd heard me, and his shaft flexed within my core.

"Bite me, kitten. Take what's yours."

Saliva flooded my mouth, my pussy clenching around his knot and preventing me from lifting myself again. Desperate for the release I was teetering on the verge of, I ground my clit against him as I licked his chest again. The tang of his sweat with traces of blood only made me want more, and I angled my head to fit my teeth into his flesh.

My orgasm swept through me as my teeth broke his skin, the coppery taste of his blood coating my tongue. My jaw clenched tighter with the waves of euphoria flooding my body, spreading from where he was lodged inside me. I rocked desperately, dragging out the sensations, but even though the spasms continued, it felt incomplete.

My whine was muffled by the flesh in my mouth, but he knew what I needed. I'd barely pulled my teeth from him when he flipped me over, pounding me into the mattress with the little motion he could get with his knot fully inflated.

I screamed as my orgasm renewed, my core spasming around his shifting knot when the first spray of his cum scalded my cervix. He kept thrusting, grinding his knot into my g-spot and his groin against my clit. My veins felt like lava was flowing through them, lighting my entire body on fire as I clawed at his chest.

Despite the bond throbbing between us, I was feral with the need to make sure this alpha was mine. Sharon was gone, and all that was left was a rabid omega flooded with too much pleasure to risk losing to another.

I didn't realize I was biting him again until heat bathed my mouth, his blood like a drug I'd die without. When he tried to pull away, I only clenched my jaw harder, making sure I'd left a clear mark. Even when fingers wrapped around my jaw, digging into my cheeks to make me release, I fought to sink my teeth into him again.

His snarl cleared some of the fog from my mind, burying my growls beneath the avalanche of sound rumbling from his chest.

"I want one where it can be seen, kitten. I want the world to know I'm yours."

A glow spread through my chest as I realized he'd hunched over to put his neck within reach. His grip had moved to my throat, pinning me to the bed and angling my head to the side, but there was enough give in the shackle of his fingers to allow me to lean forward and spread my jaw around the muscle standing out where his neck met his shoulder.

My teeth punched through his flesh, the flavor of him now familiar as a fresh surge slid over my tongue. His cock was still pulsing inside me, my belly bloated from the amount of seed he'd pumped into me, and with my bite locked on him, the tension inside finally eased.

He was mine, and I was his. My life was going to be different from the way I'd imagined it, but it was nothing I couldn't handle. For better or worse, we'd find a way forward.

Together, or not at all, because if he thought I wouldn't burn his world to the ground if he fucked up, he'd chosen the wrong omega.