Our first kiss was in the back of a cop car.

Our first time you know was in the backseat of his first car.

Our first breakup was supposed to be our last goodbye.

Now Im divorced, hes maybe engaged, and even meeting up for just one drink is a terrible idea

He was once sort of like a stepbrother to me. Now he's the father of my baby.

Ten years ago my mother moved me into a new house with her new husband and his son.

That boy teased and tortured me… but when I needed someone the most, he was there.

Cheating, divorce, and time tried to erase all those haunting memories, right up until the moment in my life when I need someone… someone like Colver. Someone violent. Someone fearless.

In exchange for his help, I give him the one fantasy he's always wanted: ME.

That's where it's supposed to end.

Until I see two lines on a pregnancy test and realize I've just entered the world of FOREVER with this dangerous hockey player, this bully, and the only man who can save me from myself.